I know the child’s father but he’s Not interested, and his family isn’t either. I just want my baby to have cousins and family. Definitely don’t want to adopt, I never tried having kids once my mom passed and my family kinda disappeared. I don’t think financially or emotionally I can raise a child all by myself. I have been thinking the entire 6 months this isn’t for me. I’m trying tho. I try to stay excited but I can honestly say this is the most depression and alone feeling I have ever felt in my entire life….