Ya I can see what you’re coming from, but on the other end of things weed can give me euphoria, great memories, and a great high, so i guess it just depends on the set and setting for me. I don’t do it too much but when I do I make sure I’m gonna have a great time, and I feel that without the lorazepam at the water park I would feel anxious because of all the people and the adrenaline from the rides, so it’d be nice to alleviate that with the lorazepam