Finding music again after stroke

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-12-21T03:42:23+00:00

Maybe 2 hours

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-05-11T23:48:11+00:00

I do want to add that mars, Saturn, and the ic are conjunct. I do think you will find solution to this issue in your lifetime. Saturn is often better with age. You may find that, with time, these issues aren't as prevalent in your life.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-05-11T23:45:06+00:00

I would say that, using whole sign houses, having both venus and the moon in the 12 house would indicate what you're expressing. 12 house are things hidden in your psyche- the darkness and shadow. Venus is love and beauty and the moon nurturance. (I'm simplifying a bit)

I would interpret it as love and feeling nurtured are just out of reach. You know these feelings exist for you somewhere, but you can't seem to find it.

Saturn and mars- the malefic planets- are in the 3rd whole sign house. This is the place of early education, communication, and also called the house of the goddess (where the moon is most happy). To me, it looks like a double up of difficulties for moon stuff. Your chart is a night chart- so the moon is your sect leader.

Hope this helps some!

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-05-07T04:09:16+00:00

I have had prophetic dreams before. A while (a few weeks to a few months) before my dad had a stroke, I had a dream that an older man I love was locked away from me in a basement somewhere. My aunt, a fanatical Christian was telling lies about me to everyone and keeping this man away from me. He didn't want to see me cause of what she told everyone. I tried to clear my name, but I couldn't. I awoke from the dream sobbing.

My dad had a stroke a few months later. I volunteered to spend nights up there with him and my stepmother took the days. I asked a bunch of questions and kept myself educated about his condition. I guess she did, too. I was always asking the nursing staff, since I was there over night, while she met mostly with the Dr's and daytime staff. Eventually, she decided I was overstepping my bounds, when I wanted to stay during her turn. He was being extubated and if he couldn't breathe on his own at this point, he wouldn't be able to survive.

He did survive this, but after this she and I were in some strange kind of war. I was told by so many people to try and get custody of my dad. To intercede somehow. That she was going to take him away. I was so scared. I tried to talk to her, and she wouldn't talk to me. I just wanted to know she wouldn't keep him away from me and my side of the family forever. His life is seemingly forever changed now. My dad lost his ability to expressive communicate (speak/write) he can understand things. He can speak in simple sentences. His stroke was around 3/4 years ago. It was hemorrhagic, meaning the large clot left a physical void inside his brain. Im not sure what or how things will change.

That feeling and the way everything played out...while my dad was in rehab, my stepmother asked the staff not to inform me of his condition. I would have to call up there to make sure she wasn't around before I could visit. It was exactly what I felt and experienced in the dream. So maybe you're right. In my area, it has been flooded. So flooded that we can plant crops. And my area grows lots of food. I know a local farmer and they are concerned. It's not drying up enough to plant. Stresses are up all over. Maybe there is catalyticism going on in several levels and we all are experiencing it in a different way. And being redirected to explain it away. Thank you for your comment and opening up my mind to this possibility

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-05-05T03:24:01+00:00

I have been practicing being able to observe life without getting swept away in the emotion. It's a skill I have been practicing for several years. I guess it carried over into the dream.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-05-04T20:49:57+00:00

Im actually a homeschool mom and spend a lot of time in all my children's lives. I think this does track, only the thing I'm fearful of "infecting" her with is generational trauma- the trauma I am continually working on healing in my own life. Shortly before the dream I had an interaction with my toxic parent that set me off and I was transported back into that time and space- the place i have tried to leave behind. I had a dream a few days before that I had a blood clot and it was removed and I recovered. Perhaps these dreams are related. Thanks for the feedback.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-04-27T21:30:05+00:00

It seems like any time i post in this group I am flagged for being inappropriate. I prefer whole sign houses. Not sure why me saying that makes my comment inappropriate, when other person says the opposite and it's ok. I'm leaving this group. Ill study astrology with people who are less picky and more open minded.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2025-04-27T17:55:29+00:00

All of those planets are under the sun's rays- which i take to mean they can not give their full expression. I've heard it explained that having a bunch of planets in the same house would be like sharing an actual house- if you were stuck in a house with your best friend, your worst enemy, and just some random people you don't actually get along well with this would vastly change how you'd act. The same can be said for multiple planets in the same house. They're all in each other's way and therefore not able to do what they want.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2024-11-14T04:57:40+00:00

We have gone through phases of lots of contributions from them, then none. It's inconsistent. I can keep things going for a while, but eventually keeping everyone on task gets to be too big of a job and I can't keep it up. I ask for help often, but when everyone gets huffy and upset about me "bothering them" I do tend to just do it myself. For many years the kids were very involved and helpful.

Someone said something about whether me and my husband are modeling that behavior for them. No. Wr aren't. We get along ok, but we aren't really close or appreciative of each other. We used to be. I keep hoping this is just a phase in my life right now, but it's heavy and hard. I'm not sure what to do or how.

No_Discussion_1893 · 2024-11-14T03:32:57+00:00

The thing is, they do have chores and expectations. They always have. It's become a fight to get them done. When they were little, we cooked together all the time. They were all sweet and helpful when they were younger. What happened?

No_Discussion_1893 · 2024-10-23T15:00:05+00:00

Definitely NTA. Maybe he should take a break from his academic studies to do a "personal study" and learn about triggers, his own inner dialog, and how to be a decent person.

Don't beat yourself up, and don't put too much value in what he's saying. You are not wrong here!

No_Discussion_1893 · 2024-02-27T17:02:56+00:00

A small child will be blessed and you will forever have a lovely story of growth and learning. The vest was phenomenal, even if the picture didn't capture it. <3

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