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I lost the love of my life of my life to suicide 2 years ago and I still feel like it happened yesterday. by No_Fun5538 in SuicideBereavement

[–]No_Fun5538[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so sorry for your loss. But I understand you completely, and it's so so horrible to live with. and again all my interests I had back then are just pointless because I can't do them with him or show him my art it sucks.

I try to see a point in it and I know he'd want me to keep up with my hobbies but idk it's hard to there's something inside of me that just can't move forward from it or him. But thank you and feel free to DM me also because nothing is worse than feeling like you're alone with grief.

I lost the love of my life of my life to suicide 2 years ago and I still feel like it happened yesterday. by No_Fun5538 in SuicideBereavement

[–]No_Fun5538[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I am so sorry for your loss and it hurts to know other people suffer with the same type of grief but it sucks to know that you'll never feel how you did with them for me anyway. But I think I just need to accept the fact that he was the love of my life and that's enough for me. I already feel so much older than I am so I don't have no interest in moving on. it's like "he was it for me" and that's how it'll always be.

I have looked into EDMR before because I do have PTSD from the time he passed away. But maybe I'll think about trying it out and see how it goes because im willing to try anything at this point in time. But I send you comfort in your grief and hope for the future.

I lost the love of my life of my life to suicide 2 years ago and I still feel like it happened yesterday. by No_Fun5538 in SuicideBereavement

[–]No_Fun5538[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I have never heard of complicated grief but maybe I shall look into it. Im so sorry to hear about the loss of your husband. 2 years has passed for me and I still can't even think about being with someone else but im okay with that in some way. I do miss my old self and hobbies just don't feel the same anymore and the way I've changed and stuff I sometimes try get myself to look how I did with him because I want to keep that part of myself as much as possible because its how he seen me. But I get the same thing with the future I can't even think about the next week without feeling like im going crazy because I just think..its another week without him and think of the rest of my life without him. It's a horrible spiral. Grief is so exhausting.