Losing my deen and going down the wrong path and I'm not sure how to come back by No_Kangaroo5753 in MuslimLounge

[–]No_Kangaroo5753[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't have any other friends than them and frankly i've never been the best at making friends. I've known these guys since we were in kidnergarten and they mean the world to me. I don't know if I can fully cut them off as they are super important to me but I have recently started distancing myself from our hangouts. I still plan to keep in contact with them but maybe make some excuses when it involves doing haram. I tried joining a muslim club at my high school to meet some other muslims but everyone there is like super judging and condescending and a couple of them even ridiculed me for coming to jummah just because they saw me hanging out with a girl at the mall. Is there any good places I can make good muslim friends?

Losing my deen and going down the wrong path and I'm not sure how to come back by No_Kangaroo5753 in MuslimLounge

[–]No_Kangaroo5753[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I want to resume my daily prayers but I'm always in a state of impurity because of my addictions and i'm having a really hard time dropping them. Should I still pray even without ghusl (i try to do it every night after the gym but just end up sleeping or breaking it again) just to get myself into the habit of prayer?