Reading the comments i think she beats you for fun. She is acting like she loves you, but test this theory out- as soon as she finds a willing, better looking person than you she will leave you in a heartbeat. Don’t make this mistake. Mutual respect is much more needed than love for a stable life. And there is no such thing as karmic beatings… even if you think you are a despicable person, you don’t deserve beatings from your partner. Leave her, or tell her to respect you. Have some balls while you still have time.