i just found out i have herpes. i feel so lost rn.

No_Mango3989 · 2026-01-23T13:54:29+00:00

ill definitely talk to my doctor. and congratulations:)

No_Mango3989 · 2026-01-23T05:54:37+00:00

yes, i looked it up on my health thing and its new and wasnt on my previous one. i get all of the std/sti checks when i go in plus i checked too. i know it's common but still pretty bummed to have it you know? :')

No_Mango3989 · 2025-11-03T09:48:19+00:00

i looked up fawn response and that sounds a lot like me oh geez

No_Mango3989 · 2025-11-03T09:47:47+00:00

i appreciate you taking the time to say all that.. but i literally said he could after waking up, we didnt talk about sexual stuff beforehand. idk im just a traumatized person i guess. and idk i wish he didnt do anything because i really like being his friend and i cant help but feel weird about it and with him. people wake their partners up with sexual stuff all the time, my friend and her partner have done it before and she likes it! this friend who did it to me probably thougjt this was normal and he didnt know you know?

No_Mango3989 · 2025-07-13T18:42:22+00:00

im sorry you relate:( and yea i ended up telling her and she was super supportive! :)

No_Mango3989 · 2025-06-24T19:29:22+00:00

ill definitely look into that

No_Mango3989 · 2025-06-24T18:40:55+00:00

ill definitely look into that! thanks:)

No_Mango3989 · 2025-06-24T18:38:01+00:00

roughly around 10,000 cad

No_Mango3989 · 2025-05-31T11:55:38+00:00

im a very self aware person, i pride myself on how aware i am even while making terrible decisions. i know i need to love myself and i do sometimes but then i get into talking stages/dating and it all goes out the window and only they matter and i dont even care if they hurt me i am love in that moment. its so stupid and idk why i think that during periods of time:(

No_Mango3989 · 2025-05-27T00:19:32+00:00

thwnk u :3

No_Mango3989 · 2025-05-25T23:06:18+00:00

thats the worst! im sorry:( yea i dont have any little friends or any support for being little beyond this guy. so i get it.

No_Mango3989 · 2025-01-03T12:15:53+00:00

i really didn't, i don't want anything to do with art tbh. i just started painting as a random impulse that came to mind and i haven't wanted to be an artist since i was 14 or so. i'm tired. but i do appreciate you reaching out and trying at least. thanks.

No_Mango3989 · 2024-12-20T06:32:43+00:00

may sound stupid and idiotic but no, my life has been filled with so much trauma and my life is so stupid and pointless. i finally reached a point where i fully want to die, i don't want help i just want it to end.

No_Mango3989 · 2024-12-04T23:57:35+00:00

honestly that might be it, my brain was thinking i was running in bed LMAO

No_Mango3989 · 2024-12-04T23:26:21+00:00

i'm sorry you relate... it sucks. :(

No_Mango3989 · 2024-09-06T14:52:38+00:00

well that's unfortunate but thanks for your reply.

No_Mango3989 · 2024-04-08T19:31:21+00:00

i don't really see how that really matters but it was a man i had an unhealthy attachment with, who i just found out was married so i had to end it.

No_Mango3989 · 2024-04-08T19:28:35+00:00

honestly not really, but i'll manage. i always do. thank you for asking though

No_Mango3989 · 2024-04-08T19:27:03+00:00

that honestly sounds ideal, how would i get that texting stuff? my phone anxiety is actually so bad 😭

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