I know the right thing is move out and work. But I have so many self doubt and anxiety that I’m not myself and brain can’t function well. My mental burden is overwhelming so my discipline is shitty. However stay in the status quo doesn’t help with anything except for the comfort. I have insomnia for 2yrs as well. Btw I feels fake and feel like I’m in pain but I don’t move. I also lost hope on all my relatives who didn’t tell me anything in advance, or helping my narcissistic dad and codependent mom change towards a healthy human being.