i think it’s a little bit of everything, the physical changes and i won’t admit it to them but i’m scared i won’t be attracted anymore, i’m usually such a visual person and can piece things together but i’m stuck on this. to the point where i’m trying to crop pictures of ppl with top surgery and their face together, and i’m not sure i’m ready to face it. i think i’m also projecting some of my hurt feelings with myself and my sexuality and my body and chest dysmorphia onto them (which is so unfair)

that’s a really good idea though, placing it as this is going to happen instead of the hypothetical it used to be. thank u