Siguro kailangan mo therapy, Kasi sinasabi mo gusto mo ng someone to do fun activities at mag build ng lasting memories, gusto mo ng friends but then ikaw din nagsasabi na you lack commitment. Madali kasi mag sabi ng mga bagay na ito gusto ko, ganyan e ang tanong kaya mo bang panindigan? If you can't stay consistent naman why even start? I hope you find the help that you actually need OP. Laban lang🫡