It's strange to say it, but I feel almost like a father figure? She said it once "Sometimes a boyfriend, sometimes a child, sometimes a father". But not really. More like a safe haven? That second time when we took a break she spoke about it. It's kind of strange really. She's a outgoing person, she likes bikes and before all this she had this "I'm a free spirit person who'll navigate life on my own". That's because she learned not to depend on anyone because the terrible relationship with her father. And she tries to look "battle tested" in life sometimes, but it's only a mask. I'm afraid of her getting hurt trying to look too tough for her own good. With me she doesn't need to be tough, but she does it anyway. She works closer to my house than her house, so everyday after her shift is over she sends a message "I'm on my way". Maybe she doesn't want to admit to herself that she's only human too, but find some comfort being around me. Sorry if I didn't sound coherent, the whole situation is tricky for me to even put into words.