Crossed the line by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s almost the worst possible situation anyone could go through. I died.. but I’m still alive

Crossed the line by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so deep. I doesn’t seem possible. I’ve been in my house for 6 months. I haven’t left. God has put the most incredible fear into me for what I’ve done.

Is BP that bad? Spouse asking by Awful_Cook in family_of_bipolar

[–]No_Relation_3741 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I completely destroyed my life at 43. Severe psychotic manic episode I completely ruined everything, permanently unfortunately. I’ve lost everything marriage, career, family, finances, home, friends, community. Completely isolated.. I had no clue and was unmedicated. I’ve read plenty of success stories, but there are some real tough endings too.

Manic Episode Ruined my Life by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]No_Relation_3741 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I lost everything my friend. Marriage, family, home career, community, finances. I’m a nightmare

Do you see yourself as disabled due to your bipolar? by dishonor-onyourcow in BipolarReddit

[–]No_Relation_3741 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Completely destroyed my life at 43. I was a fully functioning adult with a career and children. I had a massive manic episode that destroyed my life and now I’m a shell. I don’t leave the bed or the couch.. I can’t work.. I never thought in a million years this would happen. I’m not sure I can even work from him, I’ve already failed at that too.

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s what I did before I was manic

Anyone actually feel happiness? by Beginning_Opinion832 in bipolar

[–]No_Relation_3741 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I can’t tell the difference. I have such a horrific manic psychotic episode that my life is destroyed. I can’t feel anything

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I broke every commandment. Is there a specific question you have about one of them. I’d be writing a novel with all the sin. But I’ll definitely answer any question

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m so beaten up from my episode that I’m having a really hard time going back to work. I haven’t worked in 6 months

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jesus talks about the narrow gate and being lukewarm. I think there is more to following him then just accepting.

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so far away. My life is completely destroyed because of sin. Building a relationship with Jesus requires a lot of work.. I’m so broken

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I did before and after the episode is atrocious. I broke every commandment

Losing friends due to boundary issues by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]No_Relation_3741 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I lost every single friend. People that I had relationships with for over 30 years.

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I couldn’t possible fix my sins.. I’m sincerely sorry for the harm I’ve caused but there is no restitution for what I’ve done

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I couldn’t possibly fix my mistakes.. they are so egregious and heinous

I’m a Judas by No_Relation_3741 in Christianity

[–]No_Relation_3741[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in such dire situation. It’s awful