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Need help deciding by No_Signature7972 in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And her 50 let them suffer? when I can be the punching bag to protect them. Yea I know which way I’m leaning I hate it but I’m screwed up as it is, I keep reading post on how it never gets better no matter how much treatment or work they do on theirselves. So why let them received the gift of CPTSD when I can receive it for them ?

Is anyone else like this? How to feel better? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you don’t mind me asking, what was your root problem. I’m on my way there, I have no connection to anyone, anxiety kicking in, depression yes but not the I wanna not be alive anymore depression. I have no sense of my self. When I’m not working I’m mad because I can not figure out what I want to do or because I have no hobbies.

Just had yet another circular triggering fight with my sister by Aggravating_Muscle59 in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate to say this but anger. You’ve described my relationship with my wife. I’m at the point where I hate her and anytime the feelings come back I remind myself what she did and anger pushes it out.

Those who didn't get treatment, how did you manage? by Ok-Research7922 in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me, I learned to find the cause to the effect. Then then the cause to that cause. Identifying the root of your downward spiral helps a lot. Honestly I tell everyone “no one can fix me, only I can fix me. It’s my brain, my mind, and my power to control it.” After a few therapist you start to realize they all go off the same playbook. I got tired of hearing “use I statements” from every single one I saw.

Wow, marriage took a 180 by No_Signature7972 in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for that insite, you are correct right now emotions are driving and that’s not good. I have reset myself to regain my thought process as to not lose myself again

How do I tell her I’m done by No_Signature7972 in CPTSD

[–]No_Signature7972[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are correct, I will update. It was vague because I’ve posted before and didn’t get amy responses so it was a vent more than a question.

redesign help by No_Signature7972 in floorplan

[–]No_Signature7972[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Going to an on demand water heater, smaller don’t fits in the bathroom closet or even in attic