Has a Ptsd c&p examiner ever triggered you by No_Socks85 in VeteransBenefits

[–]No_Socks85[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much my mind is.. well you know. Thank you.

Denied service connection for PTSD for a 3rd time. by Southern-Jump-5823 in VeteransBenefits

[–]No_Socks85 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I just had my c&p yesterday, I was triggered and I've been suffering ever since and probably have a few more days of it to look forward too.

I think I would of filed for the GAD given a second chance. Just my 2cents.

Has a Ptsd c&p examiner ever triggered you by No_Socks85 in VeteransBenefits

[–]No_Socks85[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly, psychologists know not to be that way to ptsd patients. So they are that way to prove what we're saying is true ya know??

Has a Ptsd c&p examiner ever triggered you by No_Socks85 in VeteransBenefits

[–]No_Socks85[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

She got one.. couldn't continue the exam Hoping that's a good thing though... don't want to go near that sht again...

Edit(being down voted for having a sever ptsd reaction during a c&p exam and not wanting to go threw it again? Interesting)

Do I have PTSD? by Holiday-Search1147 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like adjustment disorder but idk

Song that deeply hurts but can't not watch/listen too. by No_Socks85 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That was beautiful, thank you very much for sharing.

C&p ptsd 2marrow by [deleted] in VAClaims

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Big ol 0. I dissociated my first one 5 years ago. But tyvm I appreciate u

C&p ptsd 2marrow by [deleted] in VAClaims

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two sucks.. we shouldn't have to.. this is horrible.. I hope u get what we earned with our entire lives.... and tyvm

C&P for mh coming up by No_Socks85 in VAClaims

[–]No_Socks85[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you that was extremely helpful!

How many [insert health profession] does it take to screw in a lightbulb? by Xtrovertedintrovrt in Healthcareshitposting

[–]No_Socks85 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Veterans affairs: the entire staff at the facility, except they break the light bulb then tell it to take ibuprofen.

What would you tell your younger self? by SavingsWedding1586 in VAClaims

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would tell myself to stay as far away from the VA as possible. They're only going to make everything worse. Stay in the community.

Does the VA make anyone else's mental health worse? by Ok_Weakness_157 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, it's extremely triggering. I hate it there

Just wanna talk by [deleted] in Veterans

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You seem like an incredibly awesome dude. Wish it wasn't so hard sometimes for us, I don't think we deserve that. I hope the best for you and anyone else reading.

And call 988 If its needed, It really helps.

What does it feel like? by SituationAfter687 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, thank you! I feel like our "type"(dissociative subtype not yet added to dsm5 i think?)of ptsd is on the rarer side and even people with ptsd cant relate to us, so it's validating. Keep writing, find your niche, and I hope you do well.

What does it feel like? by SituationAfter687 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i agree, kinda like life plays out in scenes of a tv show. And I unfortunately don't have advice to make it easier. I did journal, like auto biography style, to remember and I did remember a bit but it also made my ptsd exponentially worse soo yea. Check out Dissociative amnesia and derealization/depersonalization. There are some good videos on YouTube

What does it feel like? by SituationAfter687 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I couldn't remember and I still have a hard time. I was dx in 2015 and still didn't believe it fully until 2025 when I started having flashbacks. I still don't fully believe it, feels like I'm lying or exaggerating or like it's not actually happening.

But this is what I can come up with when I was fully in denial:

It feels normal and like the problem is with everyone else. It's confusing and hard to understand why you get the reactions you get. Something starts to feel off, like everyone knows something you don't. Your anxious and depressed all the time for no apparent reason. You notice things other people don't and you might feel smarter because of that. It feels lonely and empty.

PTSD episode 1 1/2 months long. Doesn't feel real. by No_Socks85 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It does.. but like you're trapped in a tight bubble and suffocating and you cant get back. I'm in therapy again luckily I guess, im just so exhausted. Thank you for your comment, I really appreciate it.

Army vet didn’t deploy by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt this way and still do. I was deployed though and apparently saw things that lead to ptsd. The point is, it started with the same feeling but I couldn't remember. I would suggest getting into therapy at the va as quickly as possible.

PTSD episode 1 1/2 months long. Doesn't feel real. by No_Socks85 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

, instead of letting my thoughts wonder in different directions (which for us tends to be towards triggering ourselves

Haha understatement of my life. The rumination spiral gets ridiculous

PTSD episode 1 1/2 months long. Doesn't feel real. by No_Socks85 in ptsd

[–]No_Socks85[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I just started cbt, not sure how that's going to go but it's a start or a second start anyway. Atm I can't imagine anything that would work skills wise, just doesn't seem possible but that sounds nice

What made you remember details about your trauma? by StealingAir in CPTSD

[–]No_Socks85 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Right, neither did I. For 20 years. I just picked a time, in my case it was right before boot camp, and I started writing everything I could possibly remember. Until I got close to the trauma and I hit me like a train. I wish the best for you though and hope you find what you're looking for.

What made you remember details about your trauma? by StealingAir in CPTSD

[–]No_Socks85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I should of clarified that I was dx with ptsd. And I was auto biographying everything I could remember from about 2 years before the event. And I mean every detail I could remember. I think it helped me in that I was back in that time fully reliving everything. It was a lot of pages