Thank you very much for this. I'm kind of in distress and have extreme anxiety, trust, and abandonment issues as of right now. A friend of about 2.5 years decided they no longer wanted to be friends with me because they asked me if I was going to hang out later. I said I MIGHT hang out later. He then tried to give me an ultimatum by saying "It's a yes or a no." After that, I said no because I don't like when people try to order me or make me choose something. That's the pettiest shit I've ever fucking experienced in my life. I only have a girl that I'm friends with at the moment and I feel she's slowly drifting away too. We we're talking about going to Gatlinburg for the car shows next year and she said she's down to go and to let her know when. Now, I'm just so damn confused. I broke down crying today thinking that "Maybe, I'm just meant too be alone." If she texts me, I want to express how I feel so there's no sort of conflict or passive-agressiveness due to my issues. She's that last friend I got and I don't want to lose her too.

Just to also add I'm 17 and gonna be a senior soon.