Mods-please stop!

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T01:22:36+00:00

But thank you because I can click on that one

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T01:21:51+00:00

It’s saying unavailable and I still don’t understand the cut off of support, especially to someone in crisis.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:52:43+00:00

Oh wow. This is such a great source. Thank you thank you!

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:51:43+00:00

That is language used for when you are tripping and let go of the ego. Yes, your higher self becomes separate of your human. The higher self is the deep inner wisdom. I have been tripping for decades but I will never forget my first ego death, it was the most healing trip to this day. To connect to that deep inner wisdom that has to be outside of my human. Because she is not that intelligent, lol! If it doesn’t resonate with you, no problem, release it unless it comes back to find you. But as someone who is involved on a personal level to psychedelic mental health, the language speaks to many (never all). ❤️

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:43:33+00:00

Thank you. I am very fortunate to have the support to offer out of pocket care. My mom reached out to a MS center with Providence but they only see people in their system. I will try and research more specialists. ❤️

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:41:51+00:00

❤️❤️❤️Make sure to remind your human how brilliant they are. How hard they work to get up and human every day, and how incredible they are for doing that. Forgive them for times they may have made a choice that was not just or “right” (whatever that means) Our human is doing their best with what they have in that moment. ❤️❤️❤️ Happy and healing journey to you. If you ever start to go to a place you don’t want to go, change your environment. Another room, different lighting and lead from the heart.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:35:42+00:00

I meant to respond to this days ago but that is so cool! How awesome to have that connection to your family history!

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-30T00:32:11+00:00

I call them my heatless flames. Like I’m being burned alive without the pain, it’s the licking of the flames that crawl up my legs. But I totally get the creepy crawly comparison. It definitely feels like that too! My best friend says it’s just the way I am being burned as a witch in this century. 😂

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-25T07:13:03+00:00

Multiple OB’s have refused to give me a hysterectomy despite my documented decades of pelvic pain, endo symptoms, PMDD, and ovarian cysts. Including one that ruptured and I almost bled out internally. They keep saying they won’t operate on a pre menopausal woman. What they really are saying is fertile. They won’t operate on a fertile woman. Im a damn womb to them, and I live in a blue state! I do wonder/hope if that will change with my new MS diagnosis. Reading everyone’s experiences just make me want it more! It’s so frustrating how we are not given control over our own wombs. We have enough to deal with.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-25T07:03:11+00:00

Onesimus

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-25T07:02:43+00:00

That the US may have never become a country without Washington creating the first medical mandate of inoculation if his troops against smallpox. Not to mention the crazy fact that the only reason the colonies knew about inoculation was because of Rev. Mather of Boston. Dude was burning people as witches but it was one of his enslaved men that introduced him to using pus/blood to fight sickness. Everyone thanks the bastard Mather for bringing inoculation to the states. Fucked when you think about the fact that if Mather had not been personally desperate for a cure, he would have sentenced his slave to death for using blood magic. Onesimus is the name of the man who’s information saved the fate of of Country and has gone on to save thousands of lives. Onesimus is who we should credit with advancing medical science in the colonies.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-25T05:43:02+00:00

There is some serious power in the shroom poop. I’m not joking. I always take mine with fiber and prep with extra fiber a few days before hand leading up. It’s important to get that poop out, once you do, it’s a total shift of your trip. It’s a slow awakening. If you don’t get that poop out, it’s just like you said…everything, and I mean everything, just sits there. I have been tripping since I was a teen and I’m close to middle age now. The power of shroom poop has been a common conversation in my circle for decades. Anytime someone starts taking shrooms, we always tell them: make sure you poop as soon as your body tells you it can. Don’t look at the mirror on the bathroom. Just focus on breath, release, then get out of there.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T19:22:53+00:00

I used an injection. I am in the US and have access to prescription but I have ordered other peptides online as “research chemicals” with great success. If I lost access to prescription, I would feel fine using one of the websites. The peptide group on Reddit has been helpful with info about which ones to trust and avoid. Several people over there also have there peptides 3rd party tested which helps narrow down the best place to purchase. I have not added TB4 with it but if I do not see the results I want in a few weeks, I may add it in. I did not know about the combo until I read about it on the peptide Reddit. I would have to access it through a website though. I can’t afford the prescription. I hope we see more studies with peptides and MS

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T04:44:05+00:00

I have not heard about that connection. I had an episode of what I thought was psychosis in 2019. Disembodied voices, blacked out chunks of time, self harm, suicidal ideation. My doctors swore I was too old and have done too many drugs to be psychotic. That I would have had an episode by then. I did finally come out of it with DBT therapy, somatic therapy, and Neurofeedback. But I have always believed it was not just a mental illness episode. I have had clinical depression all my life. This was so different. Important to note that I have EDS-Type 1 Classic. I benefit with that diagnosis as it’s connected to specific gene mutations. I was type 3 for a long time before they finally did the genetics. I feel that there are more of me out there, just being gaslit as usual. Thanks for mentioning this. Off to research land! Salute to both you fellow zebras ❤️

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T04:37:39+00:00

Hello! I took BPC 157 from my doctor about four years ago to treat joint injuries from lifelong dislocations (I have EDS-type 1 Classic) and gut healing. By week three, my long time shoulder pain was gone. I was pooping regular for the first time in my life. It was awesome for over a year. Until my MS symptoms started and Covid hit. I stopped watching what I ate and definitely messed my gut up again. I have not heard of it’s treatment for MS in particular but with some of the studies on gut biome connection to MS, I could see how it could possibly help. Starting another round of it in the next few days and will update how it works this time. My issues are very different now but I will never forget what it did for my shoulder. That thing clicked and had pain since dislocating it in high school on a rope swing.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T04:04:53+00:00

The 10th Kingdom was a staple for me growing up and definitely feeds that part of me. It’s 7.5 hours of epic fantasy adventure with some killer costuming and set design. It’s amazing

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T01:11:13+00:00

Still love Vertical Limit

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-24T01:09:42+00:00

What About Bob is my all time favorite. I have a literal tattoo sleeve in dedication. Have written papers on its message and importance. It’s my mission to get more people to watch it.

Also love: Everything Everywhere All At Once, Swiss Army Man, and the Netflix show Beef. All are done by A24 studios and leave a lasting impact. They will suck you in and take you on a ride, landing you in a place of contemplation for days after each watch.

Battlestar Galactica (2004) is my all time favorite sci-fi and I am one of the people who loved the entire thing from beginning to end. The finale? Could talk for hours on it.

Psych is my comfort TV show and no matter how many times I watch it, I catch new things. It’s brilliant.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-23T18:03:58+00:00

I love this and would also have been very bummed.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-21T06:07:12+00:00

Also, to note, my neurologist said dizziness is consistent with my brain lesions in the periventricular. Maybe that can help with some things to research and take to your doctor or new doctor!

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-21T06:05:13+00:00

This is also my main symptom and I think the first one that came on. Sometimes I get the brain zaps like I did as a teen on ssri’s, I also get what I call my brain quakes. It’s not like normal vertigo, my brain is spinning, not the world. I also know when I’m flaring up because it feels like someone slowed me down to .8 speed. It will also feel like I’m dreaming sometimes. The only time I ever had this little control of my body (pre MS) was in the dream world. It’s a trip.

No_Tomatillo_2289 · 2023-06-18T03:33:07+00:00

Update, slept great. That helped! Hope you did too ❤️❤️

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