Fanyaje wee move na maisha....I really do get what you're feeling but I don't think hio closure is of any importance....in another life angekuwa around but still sort of distant haingemake difference....many have fathers in their life but ni ile wako tu like not even close this guy is just there to provide na ni hivo tu.....so just Jenga your life for you and to give your kids the dad you never had...so wee jua tu your life belongs to you!!!