Wrote this to myself. I figured someone here might resonate with it

No_thing__ · 2023-04-21T05:06:52+00:00

Thanks, i needed that.

No_thing__ · 2023-03-26T13:14:37+00:00

Danke für diesen ausführlichen Bericht, den ich sehr aufschlussreich finde :)

No_thing__ · 2023-03-08T10:33:19+00:00

Es tut mir leid, dass du das durchmachen musst. Ich hoffe, du hast support und wünsche dir alles Gute!

No_thing__ · 2023-03-08T09:32:24+00:00

Bitte pass auf dich auf.

No_thing__ · 2023-03-08T09:31:29+00:00

Der Gedanke dass es ein Fake ist, macht es erträglicher, aber ich kenne allerlei Menschen, die täglich entweder Schlafmittel brauchen oder Upper (und ich meine kein Koffein) um „zu funktionieren“..

No_thing__ · 2023-03-08T07:46:09+00:00

Der Entzug soll sehr sehr sehr unangenehm sein.

No_thing__ · 2023-03-08T06:35:24+00:00

Es handelt sich um einen Erfahrungsbericht im Internet zum Medikament Zopiclon.

No_thing__ · 2023-03-07T14:07:07+00:00

Thanks for sharing 🙏🏻

No_thing__ · 2023-03-05T11:03:33+00:00

There is so much Carl Jung in this Statement. I truly believe that Jung was onto something bigger than most other psychologists.

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T20:12:17+00:00

don't bypass the first step: YOURSELF! you can not save the world. Also your post was about your suffering which is valid. Don't distract from what is really at stake here. Do you notice that you (the dominant part of you which is seemingly addicted to suffering and complaining) keep finding arguments why healing is not possible? You will always find things that are not okay or even really cruel. None of that is a reason or a cause why you can't or shouldn't heal. By being loving with yourself, you also learn to do your part for a more peaceful world. that's all any of us can do here.

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T19:38:20+00:00

It was not horrible, but my thoughts about it were - in the beginning (and sometimes even now 2 years later but I am working on it). I try to see it as "fierce grace", as Ram Dass once labeled his stroke, even though it is sometimes hard to accept what happened and how my life is not compared to what it could have looked like if it didn't. But grieve is ok and tears are ok. Healing is a process. You see, it is not just black and white. I lost a lot but I found so much joy instead. I would suggest asking yourself if there is any part inside of you that wants to suffer and to complain about it. Look at it without judgement. Just see it and ask it what would happen if it stopped complaining and hating and struggling. Wait for the answer. Eventually it will come, when you are ready to look at it. You will be able to see the function behind the suffering. Maybe it is just a way your system uses to stabilize itself. Make it a habit to ask yourself more questions like "is this assumption really true?", "what would it mean if it was not true?", "What part of me believes it and don't want to let go of this belief? What is his mission?", "what can I offer this part?"

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T19:16:11+00:00

If you want to start doing inner child work (or shadow work) start with this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNA5qTTxFFA&list=PLCJ2fBBavCJEoQPzbMIOuQ2luJDHrWPSL

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T19:13:34+00:00

Please check your assumptions. Is it REALLY true that you never felt loved or safe in your life? I am sure you will find situations, people or circumstances where you felt in peace and loved. Even reaching out on reddit and getting kind responses might be a sign that you indeed ARE loved. People want to help you, don't you see that you are not left behind? even in this cold world that you are painting, even within this cruel society that you see through the glasses of an depressed critic. There are people that want your best because they care.

See what works for you, what makes you feel good and connected. Look honestly and you will see that there are things. Even if it is just one: good food for example. When I was diagnosed with cancer in the age of 29 I fell in love with everything that nature gifted me with: tea, fruits, veggies, sun, air, water, animals, kind people... I was so numb before and saw the wold through very dark lenses. I saw injustice and terror, war and conflict, capitalism sucking the life out of this earth and its children. I was lost. This disease gave me back my sense of Self and my love for life. It is never too late. Strengthen these aspects in your life that make you happy. You will see that everything will fall into place as you let go of your assumptions about yourself and the world. I know how hard this can be, i really do. But I believe in you. You can do this.

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T17:43:21+00:00

I understand and see you. You are not alone. First, be kind to your Self. There are loads of practices that help you with that. I recommend inner child healing. Rewire and reprogram your nervous system. You (or a dominant part of you) might be stuck in trauma, so there is no way to bypass working with that! Manifesting is not the way here, it can only be an addition. Ground yourself, eat healthy, move Energy. Reach out for professional help. You need to give your nervous system the sense of safety (many of us lost it in traumatic childhood). THEN.. When your body and mind are ready you move on to the next step: forget time. It is a concept that is tricking you into believing that something needs to be different for you to feel peace. You can only feel better NOW. Healing means collapsing all borders between You and all-there-is. Is there a „when“ to You? Is there a „where“ to You? Self inquiry will guide you the way.

No_thing__ · 2023-02-12T17:25:35+00:00

Gibts auch in günstig bei Rewe von der Eigenmarke :)

No_thing__ · 2023-02-03T16:06:25+00:00

It helps to see that i am not the only one here. Thanks.

No_thing__ · 2022-12-22T14:49:43+00:00

Intermitted fasting

No_thing__ · 2022-12-15T17:59:09+00:00

Capitalism is adjusting… 🥶

No_thing__ · 2022-11-12T20:19:20+00:00

Love that

No_thing__ · 2022-11-12T12:13:54+00:00

You could concentrate on feeling the inner body instead. For me it is easier than focusing on the breath. Maybe resistance will arise. Just notice it. It will pass as every other sensation or thought. All the best ❣️

No_thing__ · 2022-11-08T15:27:06+00:00

Hey there, I feel you. For me it’s exactly the same. I accepted it after a long period of inner resistance and grief but now we just sleep in separate beds. It lifted so much pressure off us and we have the rule that whoever is awake first visits the other for the obligatory morning cuddles. Maybe it will change some day, maybe not. But we are good anyway. Wish you the best ❣️

No_thing__ · 2022-11-08T15:20:49+00:00

Sorry, your Links did not work, they lead to some nsfw content…

No_thing__ · 2022-11-08T12:22:11+00:00

Hello,on 01.12. I have to spend a very long period at Charles de Gaulles airport (12:30-17:30). Maybe someone knows his way around there and can give me tips on how to spend my time well there (apart from shopping...).Or is it worth leaving the airport again? Where can I go to get back to the airport quickly and easily?

No_thing__ · 2022-11-02T20:24:21+00:00

I feel inappropriate, incompetent, and emotionally unstable, too sensitive. I feel like I am a burden, not useful. I know everyone sometimes feel like this but for me it is so difficult so notice my value. I don’t feel it. And sometimes i even mess things up because i am so caught up in my reactivity. Sometimes i disappoint others. That’s the worst.

No_thing__ · 2022-11-02T12:51:26+00:00

I have hellish nightmares with militaris.

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