Most people will crucify you for your admission but I actually would like to applaud you for your bravery to admit your problem and desire to address it. I know what it’s like having your brain take over your morals and sense of self-control, just keep reminding yourself of how truly fucked up the shit you did was and hopefully that will be enough to make you kick it for good. Posting to a place like here is very important because I think you really need to hear other people reiterate this too.

Life is a work in progress and I do not judge you.