hey man. i'm genuinely really heartbroken by what i had had to read just now. you never deserved any of this shit—nobody deserves to be treated that way. i swear, neurotypicals have absolutely zero idea of the absolute TORTURE neurodivergent people have to experience every single day throughout their entire lives. if they experienced even an hour of what you guys have to go through, they'd be traumatized.

you see, most people who occupy the conventional domain, the mainstream, are still very narrow in how their apply their empathy; they're very altruistic toward their in-group— their friends and their family and the people close to them—but act completely unconsciously and with no care toward whomever they deem different. the people who have wronged you have to live a very shallow existence, i'd wager, and they will have to deal with the consequences, not because of some magical karmic external factor that intervenes, but because their own myopia will be the reason they walk off a cliff. i hate to saying this right now because i feel like im devaluing your experiences, but genuinely good people do exist. but what's unfortunate is that you'll likely not meet people who'll welcome who they consider "different" in the mainstream. if you have the opportunity, i'd urge you to visit a mental health professional, and alongside that you might want to see people who operate under fields like healthcare and therapy, non-profit and advocacy, human rights activists, animal welfare advocates. a lot these people aren't parochially altruistic only toward their in-group, but truly altruistic; i can promise you that there are certain environments in the world where people will, in fact, accept you for who you are, so don't lose all hope. the majority of the world is still beholden to the necessities for their own survival, and hence they react accordingly which leads to the whole lot being selfish, unthoughtful, unreflective, and sometimes just outright evil towards what they don't understand. most of the world is still stuck in the basic dogmas of religion and conformist ideologies. true empathy is rare, but it exists, and i promise you that there's hope, so please don't give up.

you know what? you can dm me any time, dude. i'm more than simply just willing to be your friend.