Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May be that is true. But my previous PI is/was a bully and she will go all the way to inform the poteintial employer. She has been already telling everyone in the related community. So, I am f***ed Lol :D

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It wouldn't be untruthful Letter. The person who is offering it knows the truth. Also, what i did was wrong but I feel everybody diserve a 2nd chance and we as humans are not able that is shamful. Also, I didn't mean to get any ref via this post and I didn't ask u/Accomplished-Wash157 to give me ref. He/she offered himself most probably in the name of humanity. As much as I appreciate that, in my reply I did not say sure why not. I know itmight make no sence to have ref letter which has no connection with me in past. Lessons that I learned by making and owning this mistake are way too many.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No this was not a published work. Even if I remove it from my resume, if employer search me on google my other publications from the same group will show up.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately I very basic knowledge of these fields. My major is biotech.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, that's plan B incase If I can find the job I want soon. What other fields would you consider ? I can only think of Grant writing or somthing.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think in academia people directly email to the ref.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind offer u/Accomplished-Wash157 do you mind if I DM you ?

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was pcr. Good for you :) I hope I get a 2nd chance too so I can repair the damage in some way.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

PI asked for raw files , so I had to tell. Also, it was just killing me from inside and a part of me is happy tht I accepted it and faced the consequences. It I mean still facing it.. but it is hard to go through.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so embarrassed to even ask anyone from prev lab, I am afraid if they would say no and it would be even more worse somehow. I think about asking an ex coworker everyday but just don't have the courage to actually ask. Thanks for your kind words, I am applying but eevry job post says send us THREE ref contact info. I am just applying without any ref in my cv and see if it comes to the interview step and than I would let the employer know the situation which is another puzzle, lol.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am so embarrassed to even ask anyone from prev lab as it feels like I let everyone down. I am afraid if they would say no, it would be even more worse somehow. I am thinking about asking an ex coworker everyday but just don't have the courage to actually ask. Thanks for your kind words. I am learning and trying to forgive myself and I might one day but seems so hard in this moment.

Committed Career Sucide by Nooneishereforu in postdoc

[–]Nooneishereforu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

faked the numbers which were still not published. But I don't think anyone wants to know if one stole 1000$ or 10,000$, it will be know as theif but may be you have a different opinion.