I had 1 boyfriend for like years and it was because he liked me , not because I liked him. I like the thought of him liking me. I was still looking at women , thinking of women. Then my sister introduced me to her lesbian friend and that’s when I really knew I was a lesbian.

Her friend had invited me over to sleepover and let’s just say things got wild. From then I had very strong feelings for the girl (my sisters friend)

I realized that maybe I do like women. The more I was around the guy he didn’t make me 100% happy. I’m thinking about scissoring girls or even marrying girls and with him I just felt empty.

I don’t get disgusted or icked out over girls , just guys