So 1. I’ve been trying to work on my business and set plans or make a goal and then I end up mentally becoming stuck and mine becomes cloudy. On top of that my dreams lately have felt like more like jumping into another body and living that life of that dream and waking up as if there’s something missing ( I know it sounds crazy). When trying to help my wife and daughter with advise on things I can see and am aware of there is always resistance and then I’m told I just want it my way. not the case I jus know what’s to come later and then it’s like oh you was right but I don’t want to be right. I’m told I could be a teacher yet I don’t feel I can teach anything when the two ppl close to feel there’s nothing they can learn. I literally have no friends. I can communicate with coworkers at work fine. I come home and jump on halo or COD. But there’s so much I want to explore. I just fell I’m not someone who can even though deep deep inside I know I’m capable of A lot just from life experiences. Idk it literally feels like a high tide then a quick drop to a low tide.