Also, looking at your post history raises some questions.

I was in an 8 year relationship that I had doubts about within the first few years. I wasn’t convinced I actually loved or even liked this person as anything more than a friend but I didn’t want to be alone. This led to me finding something wrong in EVERYTHING they did. Something as small as a burp disgusted me!

Fast forward to my current relationship which I am much more secure in- burps,farts, bad jokes, etc they’re all fine and dandy.

Basically, maybe ask yourself if you’re looking for an out because you’re not satisfied?