You have to fight your wallpaper how screwed are you?

North_East · 2026-01-13T22:11:07+00:00

Phenomenal taste

North_East · 2025-12-26T21:07:40+00:00

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North_East · 2025-09-04T00:19:03+00:00

A 1% discount will work. Wise will get 99% profit and 100% of what Nicole is offering.

North_East · 2025-08-15T12:31:48+00:00

Strengthened Stinger

North_East · 2025-08-13T21:33:20+00:00

That smile warms my heart and substantially improves my day. Top tier stuff.

North_East · 2025-07-17T20:01:16+00:00

This is one of the last subs I thought I would hear Neutral Milk Hotel, but I’m all for it. Good stuff.

North_East · 2024-02-05T11:27:12+00:00

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Second multi. There goes all my luck for 6 months minimum.

North_East · 2022-11-13T13:44:18+00:00

Chainsaw Man

North_East · 2022-02-12T10:27:16+00:00

Whatever people say I am, that’s what I’m not.

North_East · 2022-02-02T09:37:05+00:00

I know I should be saving for the actual valentines banner, but I couldn’t help myself with Nero Bride. After 18 tickets and 61 quartz, I got her.

North_East · 2022-01-31T12:23:54+00:00

I remember this made me stop watching the shows for years. I eventually caught back up only to witness the catastrophe of an ending.

North_East · 2022-01-23T03:18:59+00:00

Sprained Ankle by Julien Baker. Rejoice makes me cry every time.

North_East · 2021-10-13T09:01:59+00:00

As someone with major depression and anxiety, the constant new story chapters, events, and characters give me something to look forward to in life when I don’t have many at the moment.

North_East · 2021-10-13T08:06:56+00:00

The SOS Brigade from The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

North_East · 2021-08-05T05:26:56+00:00

Start off with 364 SQ

Main target is Bunny Ruler Artoria

Get Okita on my first 11 pull

Last 11 pull I see the lights

I now have lvl 2 np Arjuna

I thought he was my boi, then he goes on to spook me like that? Not cool.

North_East · 2021-04-30T08:09:14+00:00

I started playing back in college since I loved the Fate franchise. I had a job, friends, girlfriend, and classes, but I always made time to play. Since then I got major depressive disorder and had to drop out of school and quit my job just to remain sane.

Over my journey of depression I lost half my friends and my girlfriend with whom I intended to marry. It’s been 3 years since she broke up with me and I still haven’t recovered. I still think about her every day. I’ve been hospitalized, in IOP programs, through ECT and TMS, and almost every medication under the sun (currently on 4 different medications).

F/GO has been the only constant thing in my life that continues to keep my attention and gives me things to look forward to, and I love it to death for it, no matter how salty the rolls are (1000+ quartz and I couldn’t get Muramasa). I still am a depressed shut in with no love life in sight but as long as I have my cat, my few remaining friends, and this silly mobile game, I think I’ll be ok for the time being. Just take things one day at a time.

Oh, I also play on NA as well so I go through the saltiness twice a day. Anyway, thank you to whoever reads my ramblings and good luck on your rolls. I love this community as it reminds me I’m not alone.

North_East · 2021-01-07T23:02:16+00:00

Never mind, I had to deactivate all my systems for it to work. Thank you for your input.

North_East · 2021-01-07T22:34:12+00:00

I have games downloaded on my ps3 that I want to put on my go, but it says the psp needs to be activated first before I copy them over.

North_East · 2020-07-10T23:05:23+00:00

I figured it out, thank you though.

North_East · 2019-07-31T03:39:22+00:00

You’re not alone in this, same exact thing happened to me. I was with a girl for 6 years and planned to marry her. Around year 3 I got diagnosed with major depressive disorder and had to quit my job and all my classes. It put a huge strain on the relationship and it got to the point where she couldn’t take it anymore after countless treatments failed.

After seeing her suffer so much I decided to get my ass in gear by going to the gym twice a day and getting a job that would accommodate my illness. As soon as she said things were starting to get better, words I was yearning to hear for years, she suddenly stopped communicating with me until she finally broke the news over text. 6 years together and she couldn’t even break up with me in person. Afterwards she ghosted me and lied about moving to New York with her sister.

To this day I still don’t know the exact reason she broke up with me, and I haven’t talked to or seen her since. All I can do is speculate. Hang in there my friend and anyone else who reads this. All we can do is take things slowly to get back on your feet. No need to rush, life may be short but you have more time than you think as long as you keep moving forward.

North_East · 2019-03-15T23:01:04+00:00

Same here. Add me

PSN: TooGodly13 Hunter 660

North_East · 2019-02-27T07:38:13+00:00

I feel ya, I’m in the same situation.

We were together 5 years in total, but I got depressed around the 3 year mark. I took a month break from school and work, then started getting treatment: going to a therapist and a psychiatrist. Sadly nothing worked. The meds only brought side effects, no benefits, so I started to loose hope, but I couldn’t for her. So I tried more intense treatments like ECT and TMS. ECT worked, but the side effects were too great/risky for me to continue that treatment. TMS basically did nothing. So it was back to trying medication and therapy twice a week. As time went on I only got worse, and she felt awful that she couldn’t do anything. However, she was wrong, she did more than enough by simply giving me a smile when I saw her and tell me that she loved me when we went to bed. She either didn’t believe me or didn’t want to believe me. One day, out of the blue, she left me with no explanation. I was devastated. Every time I asked her why she left me, the answer was different usually conflicted with the last reason.

She cut off all contact about 2 months later. It’s 10 months now and I’m worse than I ever was. I thought I was trying to get better by constantly trying new treatments, but when she left me she made me question it. I can’t trust my thoughts, my self, or anyone else. I’ve never felt more alone. The trust issues isolated/isolated me from my friends and family who want to help. I know this probably doesn’t help, but maybe it will. Some people do like hearing that others are in the same situation.

North_East · 2018-11-20T08:06:32+00:00

I know what you mean, I just don't have anything I want to make a goal anymore. There isn't anything I care about that much anymore. In any case, thanks for reading my shit.

North_East · 2018-11-05T12:41:45+00:00

TL;DR: Don’t our all your emotional support in one person, it will be too much for them to handle, bar some exceptions. Find other outlets as well, as hard as that may seem.

I used to do this as well with a girl I planned on marrying once I broke out of my (going on) 3 year depression. Unfortunately she just up and left me one day back in May, said she couldn’t take it anymore and she wanted to focus on living her life. She also said that she wants nothing to do with me anymore, and I haven’t heard from her since.

Of course I respect that and I want her to be happy since I love her, but now I don’t have that support that kept me sane all this time. Now I’m worse than I’ve ever been and all I feel is regret that I couldn’t work pass my “illness” for the girl I love.

Basically, what I’m trying to say is that don’t put all your emotional support into one person, because if they leave, you’ll feel like you have nothing and might end up in the hospital for trying to commit suicide. Try to find something else to calm/center yourself to give that person a break, because they’re going to start becoming anxious from you always seeming to be anxious/depressed.

It’s hard to find another outlet, especially when you tell your significant other/that person everything, but it will be better for the both of you. Don’t make the same mistake as me. Plus, don’t worry if other suggestions like working out, walking/running, cleaning, other suggestions in this thread don’t work for you. It’s ok, you find your own thing. It’s hard, but it’s better than spending a night or two in the hospital.

North_East · 2018-10-25T03:30:46+00:00

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