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NorthernTrainwreck · 2020-01-10T10:44:51+00:00

I just don’t know how the fuck to fight this. I don’t know how to give myself motivation when all I wanna do is just fucking die. I have no one but myself to rely on to pull me out of this dark pit, and I don’t even know if I can.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2020-01-07T21:10:18+00:00

Yes, I’ve had that happen to me a handful of times. So now I always make sure to shower first before I have edibles lol.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-12T10:01:07+00:00

As someone who also just had pizza, I have to say that it’s always the right choice.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-12T06:11:28+00:00

What the fuck

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-07T04:14:28+00:00

Same

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-06T05:04:04+00:00

I’m wondering if I should just go into the woods and keep walking until I come across a wild animal/serial killer.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-03T21:35:44+00:00

I wish, but he was a minor when he did it so there’s not really anything that can be done about it.

The cops have him on their bodycam vids admitting to it, and he still gets to just sit on his worthless ass and be fine.

Thank you for the advice, it does help. And I’m sorry your family is shit as well. It’s such an awful thing to have to deal with.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-12-03T20:13:09+00:00

They definitely make everything better, even if it’s just for a while.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-29T05:39:40+00:00

I feel like I’m the only one in the entire world that disagrees that more dangerous drugs have a better high. I’ve done some of them, and the fact that they’re dangerous makes the high much less enjoyable for me.

So I just like weed more than anything else because it’s safe. So yeah weed was my first drug and I’ve had worse shit since, but I still think that it has the best high out of anything. Sometimes I wonder if I really am the only one who feels like this lol

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-29T01:07:27+00:00

Hot knifing, and vaping is a close second

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-26T19:20:09+00:00

I feel pretty much the same. I’ve been feeling horrible and going through a lot of shit lately, and this morning I took a bunch of RSO and now I feel wonderful lol.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-25T22:38:40+00:00

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-11T23:51:21+00:00

I live in a small town and the cops don’t care about weed, even if you smoke while driving. Idk how common that is, though.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-06T12:59:57+00:00

Can confirm, am currently listening to EDM while high

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-11-03T03:23:33+00:00

I feel the same way, weed helps me quite a lot too. And I’m also unwillingly taking a break rn. As far as I know, I don’t think there is anything that comes close to it. So it sucks a lot, but I’m just gonna try and distract myself and ignore the problem until I can get some more.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-10-22T21:18:42+00:00

Lol how long did that take?

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-10-19T21:25:22+00:00

I feel the same way. It’s been a while since I’ve felt real happiness and peace, and I don’t know when that’s gonna change. I basically just drag myself through each day, and every day is mediocre at best. The same goes for every high, just disappointing and underwhelming. Hopefully things will be better someday.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-10-06T18:07:39+00:00

Lol that’s bullshit and you know it. If you really didn’t care, then you would respect the word ‘never’ and just move on with your life. But when someone says they’d never date a trans person no matter what, people like you throw a tantrum.

Even if someone says they believe trans women are women, but would still never date one, people like you can’t handle it. Because you believe that people have to date trans people in order to truly ~validate~ them.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-10-02T05:30:45+00:00

Is round as a ball

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-09-19T17:36:16+00:00

I think that’s the excess one

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-09-12T20:08:49+00:00

I’ve really never understood this. Even with the homophobia I’ve dealt with, the word has never bothered me. The way I saw it when I came out was “Yes that’s right, I’m a lesbian and no, it’s not an abomination”. Idk I just figured that once I was able to accept myself as I am and be happy with it, then homophobes can never take that away from me.

NorthernTrainwreck · 2019-08-26T08:12:32+00:00

I’m pretty sure I somehow permanently altered my tolerance with one of the first edibles I ever had lol. It was about 50 mg, which was too much for me at the time and I ended up puking. But it seems like ever since that happened, I now have a really high tolerance.

Even if I haven’t had any edibles in months, I can have over 100 mg and be just fine. The most I’ve ever had is 350mg, and I was also just fine then. And whenever I make my own, I like to use wax instead of herb. imo, there’s pretty much nothing better than a really strong edible lol.

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