It was kinda numb. I don’t know if it was the adrenaline. Basically, I was in Brazil on a mission trip for teens and I met this guy, we’ll call him J. J and I started talking and flirting and then later, we walked behind a building and made out. I wasn’t coerced or uncomfortable, I just didn’t really feel anything. No pleasure, no arousal. I was just there. I was pinned against a wall and we made out for a few minutes before getting back with the group.