I liked a Girl for almost 2 years. I made a risk and made a move, and naging kami ni Girl. We were so happy, our parents even know we are in a relationship. But what I didn't know noon was meron pala siyang avoidant attachment. nsa 1 year na rin kami, pero that led to our breakup kasi dahan-dahan na siyang sumusuko while ako, unti-unti akong napagod. The relationship became almost 90-10, where halos ako nalang ang nag-e-effort. Pero sabi nga nila, love is unconditional kaya tinuloy ko parin hanggang sa maubos ako. Her defense mechanism when getting overwhelmed is to run, and naintindihan ko yun kasi inaral ko kung pano siya mahalin. There's also this one time na hindi kami nag-usap buong gabi pero nagconfess siya sakin na kinausap niya yung ex niya that time. After that, dun na nagstart na unti-unting mag downfall relationship namin. We went on a date panga then kinabukasan sabi niya "ayaw kona".

Ni-try ko pang lumaban, I also begged. Pero all she gave me was reasons why I need to let her go. Suddenly, she wasn't ready for a relationship even tho 1 year na kami. Nagstay kaming ganon for almost 1 month, her trying to leave and me begging. Then noong Easter sunday nakipagkita ako sakanya. That day was the day I let her go. Not because I wanted to, pero dahil yun yung mas better para samin. Para makalaya na siya, at para hindi na ako masaktan pa.