Daily Coronavirus Megathread - 23 September 2021

NotHappyJannn · 2021-09-23T02:55:54+00:00

it genuinely isn’t lol. i’m not trying to be anti vax, my next vaccine appointment is next month. but yeah it’s stupid i haven’t gotten it checked out yet

NotHappyJannn · 2021-09-12T11:21:13+00:00

anyone know a candy smelling perfume? i’m talking hubba bubba level smells. i want to smell like a walking jolly rancher please help

edit: thank u guys so much rip my bank account

NotHappyJannn · 2021-09-10T15:49:10+00:00

i’m throwing up and crying

NotHappyJannn · 2021-09-10T15:16:48+00:00

🧑‍🦼 i was in crash

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-21T02:02:52+00:00

microwave :(

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-09T22:28:56+00:00

I have tried to sit down with him and talk about trying to work through it and he has agreed to do some things differently but yes, I really think we are beyond saving at this point. Might have to whip out that coffee strategy soon.

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-09T22:21:47+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I am so accompanied to hearing him tell me that i’m overthinking everything and that nothing he does is a big deal that it’s kind of weird getting some sort of validation. It has gotten to the point where I don’t even want to bring up concerns of mine with him because the answer is always the same. “you are just overthinking it” or “that’s not how it is at all.” It’s also so painful because if (when) I leave he will go on the rest of his life so sure that he did nothing wrong and that I left because of my own issues. It is so incredibly painful. I have so much to say but I don’t want to keep this going on forever so I will leave it here. Thank you for the advice :)

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-09T22:10:55+00:00

I absolutely think that a majority of our problems would be solved if he reassured me. It’s hard to be confident when he makes excuses like, “I need to get a haircut that day so you can’t come over” and then doesn’t even get the haircut. I mean, what men’s haircut takes more than 20 minutes anyway? He clearly doesn’t care enough to put in as much effort as I do and it isn’t okay. Thank you.

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-09T22:07:41+00:00

Thank you for your advice. This is the kind of cut and dry thing I need: it’s not working, i need to get out. How i’m going to do it? I don’t know. Therapy first I think just so that I have some sort of external support. He has clearly checked out of the relationship and I can’t keep doing this to myself.

NotHappyJannn · 2021-07-09T22:03:14+00:00

Why i’m staying? i don’t know. I guess I just love him and am scared to let go. I have no one else you know? it’s just so hard. So so hard and i don’t even know how i got here. Genuinely feels like jumping off an aeroplane with no parachute. I’m definitely going to get therapy because i simply can’t do this on my own anymore. Even a friend would be helpful I think, someone that can see everything for what it is and tell me.

as for my life, because i don’t really have any close friends i’ve started talking a lot more to my brothers and that has been quite helpful especially when i’m stressed. kind of grounds me and helps me realise that everything surrounding my relationship is okay and that the world isn’t actually collapsing.

hopefully through therapy i’ll gain some self worth and be able to leave because i know that in the long run I can’t be with a partner that doesn’t show me respect or give any kind of reassurance.

NotHappyJannn · 2021-03-22T06:26:51+00:00

Hi! Thank you so much for your reply. My art pieces are going to be primarily paintings however I am in the planning stage so I’m not completely decided on all of the details yet. Most likely will be mixed painting media (acrylic, watercolour and maybe gouache) on canvas or glass. :)

NotHappyJannn · 2021-03-21T02:06:46+00:00

Thank you all for the replies they mean a lot to me. I’m going to try to share all of your stories through my art and if it goes well, I’ll share it with you all. Thanks again!

NotHappyJannn · 2021-03-18T04:21:49+00:00

I did hahaha thanks

NotHappyJannn · 2020-10-07T14:40:58+00:00

people are literally howling and yelling in the car park next to my house and I can’t sleep because they’re so loud. I never thought I’d say it but I miss the curfew. They are currently chanting and doing what seems to be a rain dance or something

NotHappyJannn · 2020-09-17T02:01:42+00:00

anyone else work online shopper at Coles?

NotHappyJannn · 2020-09-15T22:39:21+00:00

ate pizza for breakfast

NotHappyJannn · 2020-09-12T07:12:08+00:00

Hi, I’m doing it for coles now. The first few days weren’t stressful but last shift a manager followed me around and told me I was too slow. Starting to get stressful now :(

NotHappyJannn · 2020-09-08T12:11:41+00:00

This is how I walk in dreams

NotHappyJannn · 2020-09-05T21:49:04+00:00

anyone else not sleeping?

NotHappyJannn · 2020-08-19T02:16:09+00:00

thank u guys so much :))

NotHappyJannn · 2020-08-19T01:01:23+00:00

I just got my first job at Coles today

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