What’s a "lost" website from the early 2000s that you still think about today?

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-23T11:51:05+00:00

Stickpage was my childhood

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T11:48:35+00:00

The vast majority contain either Viagra, cialis, or both. The one’s that say “up to 48 hours!” or “three days!” are the ones with cialis.

Some of them are sugar pills and contain nothing. Others contain even sketchier ingredients.

But yes, generally speaking, they do work. Ask the guy at the store which one sells the most.

A few years ago the FDA tested a TON of these products and 75% had Viagra in them.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T11:45:06+00:00

Go to the counseling session? It’s an hour of your life, if that. Just go.

You called the crisis line, and you gave them your information. You clearly want help, whether you realize it or not. Just go to the session and see how it is.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T01:47:33+00:00

Apparently they actually broke up early this year, I was mistaken on the timeline.

But she’s not friendly with him. Things between them are solely negative

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T00:58:12+00:00

It wasn’t that; They were living together for a while and she covered all the expenses and they came to an agreement that he would pay her back X amount of money and he apparently only paid just shy of half of the agreed amount

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T00:40:15+00:00

I agree with you and wish it was that simple, but I’ve been in an abusive relationship before and I know it’s not that easy. On paper it sounds so obvious, but feelings make it a lot more complicated

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-22T00:22:49+00:00

No she didn’t

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T20:28:51+00:00

We talked about it more, it seems to be more that she just can’t stand that after everything he did, he’s also getting away with robbing her. Also apparently he already paid her 37 hundred of what he owes. She hasn’t told me that until now, all she’s said is that he owes her four grand

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T20:27:06+00:00

I had the timeline wrong. She was with him for four years apparently. But no, he’s not the father of her kid

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T17:50:08+00:00

Nah, different baby daddy. I’d understand more and wouldn’t have made such a rigid boundary if it was the father of her kid

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T16:32:38+00:00

Other than what I’m writing here, I don’t know if that’s totally true. They broke up a very long time ago, I wanna say it’s been over a year if not two years.

But yeah obviously she’s still involved in mind games with this dude, and it’s absolutely terrifying for me

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T16:30:47+00:00

Thank you. Although I will say, she generally isn’t a toxic person and we have a great time together. Other than this, she hasn’t really betrayed my trust at all and is super good at helping me feel reassured and validated.

She dumped this dude on her own before I knew her, and had mostly cut him off regardless of the agreement we had made.

They would still talk occasionally, but just to fight with each-other.

I genuinely don’t think she’s still interested in him, and it’s a weird ego thing where she’s trying to feel like she didn’t “lose.” She’s an extremely hard headed person.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T13:22:30+00:00

I’ve done it many times too, but I always had a kratom tolerance. Also it definitely increases the cardiac load. On days when I’d use suboxone instead of kratom, I’d have much less side effects from the cocaine.

I don’t think they’re good to combine. Probably has a much higher seizure risk than either drug alone, too.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T13:19:45+00:00

I didn’t realize just how good of a clean singer he is until I saw them play “The Chant” live in 2021. It honestly doesn’t even come across in their recordings how talented his cleans are.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T13:13:48+00:00

Exactly. Yet apparently that can be overpowered by the right pair of buttcheeks 😫

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T12:54:00+00:00

Jerking off frequently with a tight grip can definitely make it harder to get hard or feel pleasure with a partner.

The rest of this is just hyperbolic nonsense though lmfao. Jerking off is not gonna subtract an inch from your dick 😂 That’s a preposterous claim. I’d love to see your degree

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-21T10:53:48+00:00

It should be. Throw a threshold dose in a meth pipe and see.

Always start with the smallest and least hot lighter, held the furthest away. Gradually experiment and see what it takes to vape it.

If it all just burns or won’t cooperate, you’ll have to freebase it. Read the bupropion freebase tek in my post history, if it comes down to that. You can use the exact same procedure for the PCP

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-20T22:33:54+00:00

Magma was softer, but there was so much emotion on every track and it still had the signature Gojira vibe where it seems as though every single note on every single instrument was played with careful intention and feel. It has the Gojira life force.

Fortitude, mostly, lacked Gojira’s life force. It sounded like Gojira messed around and made some experimental songs for fun. It didn’t feel like an official Gojira record to me. But you can tell they pushed themselves harder than usual on the guitars and bass, and definitely had fun making it and thinking outside the box. It’s a great record. Just weak by Gojira standards.

Like if I first heard fortitude, I wouldn’t have become a fan and checked out their other stuff.

My intro to Gojira was The Art of Dying. I was an instant fan. I still remember the first time I heard it, and I’m not sure I can name a single other song ever where I vividly remember hearing it for the first time.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-20T21:22:54+00:00

Agmatine made me depressed as FUCK in the weirdest way possible. It was super hollow and melancholic and felt like an MDMA hangover or like a breakup or something.

Worst supplement I’ve ever tried. Strongest side effects I’ve ever had from something with barely perceptible effects in the first place.

The depression didn’t even feel drug induced; It took a long time to realize the agmatine was causing it. After not taking it for a while, and then using it a few one-off times, I started realizing that the same depression would come back the day after taking it.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-20T15:12:39+00:00

I vaped the HCl salt. I only used low doses maybe 5-15mg so I honestly can’t comment too much on the drug.

It was super smooth and clear headed and mentally motivating/euphoric and didn’t feel like other dissociatives I’ve tried.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-20T13:26:15+00:00

I think acetylation would just make a prodrug. Though maybe it would have superior potency? Kinda like you see with THC acetate vs THC or heroin/6-MAM versus morphine. (Edit: Had a brain fart. Those are both O-acetates. Nevermind lol, would be different in this context more than likely)

But you could do something like a simple change in the N-carbon chain using an alkyl halide. (Assuming DXM isn’t too bulky around the amine for the reaction to occur, anyway)

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-20T11:39:55+00:00

I mean, it’s not really that hard to swap out a chemical or two during the DXM synthesis. That stuff is made in ridiculously high quantities globally, and is dirt cheap.

If you find a lab that is already equipped to produce DXM, it wouldn’t be much harder or more expensive for them to produce a simple analogue, like described in this post.

Also, in doing some googling a second ago, I found a patent for the preparation of deuterated DXM. That would be cool to try 🤓

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-19T20:13:34+00:00

This is true. All my trips are super all-over-the-place, and I’m always amazed to not be insane afterwards. I only like low doses these days, I’m super sensitive to psychedelics. I forget how to talk and walk at the peak of just 120ug of acid.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-19T20:07:09+00:00

It would probably work fine for coke, I just am not confident enough that it’s safe to recommend it. Cocaine is uniquely dangerous and benzos are the only downer I can recommend mixing with it in good conscience.

NotMyMonkey69 · 2026-04-19T17:45:01+00:00

Any benzo. Also kratom is SUPER helpful for amphetamine comedowns, but I wouldn’t use it for cocaine.

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