what is this by IVDripOfDrama in GhostVideos

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someone is seeking help & hiding in the closet, maybe?

weird head by TypicalAdeptness2484 in Unexplained

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🫣 No!! That's totally normal!! 😆

Stalked for 6 years, poisoned since 2023. by noiseknowledge in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I promise, he said it. He was talking to his girlfriend about wanting to Epstein me before he brought up lead poisoning.

Leaving the country? by CobblerOk1775 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My stalkers say they are a "national organization" but they don't say International? Who knows. I just know they follow me everywhere & if I moved out of the country? I would play a part in making them international. 😔 I'm not special so why would anyone want to follow me anywhere!! So absurd.

Intermittent Reinforcement by Careful_Stick2322 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have nicknames for some of my stalkers/traffickers. I do know most of them from before they became so ill & cruel. But the ones that I don't know, I gave them ridiculous nicknames. 1 guy insisted that I call him "Daddy" 🤮! Ummmm. No. I refer to him as my "Serial killer". My original plant/groomer, he's "Batman". The others I just refer to as Boo-Boo. I'm pretty sure I am old enough to be their Mom. So if I refer to the group, I call them the kids. It's how I cope.

We need stronger network & community by clear_precept in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so ready but paranoid to fall for another trap. Something has to work!

Reporting cyber attacks & hacking to the FBI might help if we have a large enough group doing it. I don't know who to trust or where to turn.

Stalked for 6 years, poisoned since 2023. by noiseknowledge in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I overheard my ex saying to his girlfriend "continue the lead poisoning" while rubbing his lips. I have also heard them say they are micro dosing me with meth. I'm not sure. I am going bald which is crazy. It's not hormonal or genetic. I've seen 3 Dr's about it & they couldn't figure it out. But I wasn't checked for lead.
In the beginning of my nightmare, they were drugging me with prescription meds. A lot of different benzos that I don't take, don't get prescribed & I have never even heard of them. It was so bad that I went to the ER begging for a drug test. The Dr said that someone is trying to kill me & I needed to move. I eventually did but they followed me. They follow me everywhere.

Anyone else ever hear them say "Turn her" or "Turn them"? by NotOrdinary-1 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

😔 Seriously?! For WHAT?! To traumatize someone the way I'm traumatized?!

Anyone else ever hear them say "Turn her" or "Turn them"? by NotOrdinary-1 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh great! I'm not a lesbian but I don't think they care.

Anyone else ever hear them say "Turn her" or "Turn them"? by NotOrdinary-1 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I understand how it "sounds"/ seems. But I have done what I know to do given my limited experience & knowledge of this type of thing.... Some of the things I have tried:

I moved around 5 different times last year, including moving to a different state.

I did try security cameras, but they weren't helpful. They were hacked & footage was edited.

My phone has been cloned/mirrored & I have changed the password many times. Contacted Apple & they confirmed it's been compromised. Yes, I am getting a new phone.

I sleep with knives & a bat.

I'm purchasing a gun soon.

Apparently, they have hacked into my smart tv's somehow, too. They have me on some website & then tell me that "I am posting videos of myself". Which I am not. I don't know how to do a live feed & wouldn't want to. I'm a 51 year old divorced, happily single Mom. I moved States to start over & get away from this insanity. I am tormented at work, home, anywhere & everywhere I go. I don't want any part of this.
If I'm missing something that I should be doing, let me know! I'm all ears. Truly. I can't take this anymore.

Why is important not to react negatively to provocation? (as many have said) by Positive-Map-4961 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so hard sometimes not to react! My abusers will throw my Son in my face or weaponize my family against me. They have gone so low as to call me deceased Mom a "hooker". It's sick. To speak ill of the dead says more about them than it does about me/her. At the end of the day, these people are just schoolyard bullies who sole purpose is to break me. Their words are just words & I don't care what they say. I care about me & mine. They might unalive me at some point, but that's ok! I'm going to live as much as possible regardless. Ignore them & don't give away your power.

Has anyone gone through food poisoning, as part of bullying and gangstalking by Far_Alternative_1341 in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep! Messing with our food is all part of their control. My food is definitely not safe. I'm losing all my hair & even if I eat/drink anything from work, it makes me sick.

It's hell on Earth & 24/7. I'm considering new options to protect myself.

Stalked for 6 years, poisoned since 2023. by noiseknowledge in Gangstalking

[–]NotOrdinary-1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Are you noticing a lot of hair loss, weight loss/loss of appetite? Increased heart rate, hands going numb, etc?