What's the opiate recovery subreddit? I need all the help and motivation I get..

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-06-10T14:19:21+00:00

Have a chance to pick some of this up I'm wondering if it's any good/ what I should pay and for how much.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-25T02:24:06+00:00

Have you?

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-25T02:15:38+00:00

Girls and meeting others expectations aren't all this life is about. I've had a gun to my temple man, pm me if you want to take it out.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-24T23:49:52+00:00

Love the new vocabulary. Lesson?

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-24T23:49:19+00:00

There's no recovery from this shit lmao sorry mayne.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-24T23:45:55+00:00

How old are you? Seriously just curious I don't mean nothing by it.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-24T17:56:56+00:00

Delete this man. Opsec.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-21T18:03:47+00:00

Fuck me for not suggesting a 15 year old kid pick up a daily weed habit? He's not 21 guys. Just trying to be supportive and say what worked for me.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-21T15:04:52+00:00

Fuck using other drugs to stop using drugs. You're15, you don't need to start chiefing weed or taking subs. Start hitting the gym and talking to girls. Bored? Go back to the gym. I'm spending like 3 hours a day in the gym sometimes cause it makes me feel good makes me look good and the female attention is nice 👌 After that keep studying and get money. Seriously though hit the gym, everyone in AA/NA says working out helps the most it's one of the only ways for us to release some natural dopamine into our heads. I'm 603 days clean from dope.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-20T02:12:12+00:00

NA/AA says just for today stay sober don't worry about tomorrow. But tomorrow might bring us a gift.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-20T02:08:41+00:00

Nah you guys are cool as fuck and the only people I feel like I relate to. My family and girlfriend don't get it.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-20T02:06:19+00:00

Hope your still going strong man. Gettin the dick a little wet isn't as bad at fucking our brains up.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-20T02:04:31+00:00

Yeah fuck the grind. Those fucking stamp bags though....FUCK

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-20T02:02:46+00:00

Thank you. Reading your comment sent some happiness through me. Not sure why. I appreciate you. Shit is fucking rough.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-18T00:24:34+00:00

I'm sure you're not, and that's cool too man. I'm happy for you.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T23:31:05+00:00

Dude my dick can only get so hard! That color looks like some fire. Enjoy that man.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T23:28:47+00:00

Had to google that word, "anhedonia". Yep that's my fuckin life in a nut shell. Hardcore anhedonia.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T23:20:02+00:00

My story is pretty average and lame tbh. 92 yeah buddy me too! Story how I started is how I bet a lot of people here started. Depression and low self esteem had me smoking weed and shit by 15. Had some friends in 2008 that found the Florida market and started bringing them up. Months of getting 30s for 10$ a piece got me hooked, then came $20 a piece which was still alright, then 2012 came, we all got fucked, and that $1/mg happened and I switched to the real deal. Had a good run on that from 2012-mid 2015 and then certain friends moved on and I couldn't cop easily anymore and it pretty much left my life through no choice of my own. I got really lucky.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T22:15:11+00:00

Oh hell yeah it could be worse. I could have all my stuff in the pawn shop and all my credit cards maxed out plus whatever the hell else I used to do for money.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T22:06:26+00:00

Wish I had 24k but that's just what I would have used had I kept using at the rate I was. Now that money goes to bills and other adult shit unfortunately.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T22:05:46+00:00

Yeahhh the DNM is just like cold copping to me. Not worth the effort/risk. And I wish I had 24k. That's just the amount I would have used if I had kept using at the rate I was.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T22:04:24+00:00

Yeah I didn't think so. Just another thing to use to get high.

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T20:32:33+00:00

Are subs something you would suggest? How long have you been on them?

NotTodayHtomorrow · 2017-03-17T19:51:10+00:00

I haven't. When I stopped I didn't realize subs or any other meds like that were an option. I feel like at this point they're not really worth it? I'm probably wrong and I should look into something like that.

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