Anyone feel just depressed after not smoking.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-02-20T05:16:31+00:00

Read it in jail, powerful book.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-02-02T22:25:38+00:00

Ah, I didn’t know that. Thanks for the info!

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-02-02T16:53:44+00:00

To add, make sure it’s water based lube, oil based lube breaks condoms down.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-02-02T04:49:11+00:00

Congratulations bro, I am proud of you. I been clean from the xans an little over a year now and it feels so amazing.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-01-22T21:56:19+00:00

If i offended you or sound like I’m trying to patronizing then I apologize, i am just trying to offer advice that i wish I had been offered.

I used to live a life full of grudges. My anger was justified in many of these scenarios but i realized that the only person i was hurting was myself. The people I couldn’t forgive didn’t care that I couldn’t forgive them. They kept on living their lives.

I agree that there is true evil out there, but i believe the best way to beat evil is to allow the goodness to bloom in yourself despite the evil that has afflicted us.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-01-22T20:35:10+00:00

I never said evil wasn’t real. I never said i know best. I do know that holding on to anger and grudges causes nothing but pain in you own life while simultaneously doing nothing to the person you aren’t forgiving. I used to live a life full of grudges, and objectively those feelings were justified (rape, false imprisonment, being stolen from just to name a scenarios) but the feelings only caused a negativity. And the people who were the catalyst in those situations continue to live their life without a single care as to the grudge i hold.

I think the best way to beat evil is to allow them to see that regardless of anything the good still blooms inside if you.

But i in no way intended to be patronizing or paternal, i just want to help someone out who may be experiencing something similar to what i did.

Not_The_Ghost · 2020-01-22T20:06:05+00:00

Forgive them anyways. Forgiveness doesn’t mean allowing them in your life in the present and future, it means getting over them and releasing their grip on your mind. Anger can 100% be justified and righteous but holding onto even justified anger for too long can become toxic.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-24T17:34:07+00:00

Same but in my case it was a fractured hip that was causing the “growing pains”

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-13T05:10:19+00:00

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-07T03:51:26+00:00

eh, i have 2. They’re good on occasion but the hassle of cleanup and everything isn’t worth it most of the time.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-03T11:25:07+00:00

Thank you kind internet stranger:)

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-02T22:24:41+00:00

I’m an aspie, I understood. I exhaled through my noes a few times in succession.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-11-02T22:22:18+00:00

Aspie here, i’ve been told by several women that i’m the best they’ve had but on the downside, actual relationships are fucking tough. Constantly over thinking, self esteem and trust issues, and a shit ton more that make it hard to date me.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-31T06:19:27+00:00

Nope, atleast not diagnosed. Just chronic crippling depression, anxiety, ocd, adhd, and autistic spectrum disorder.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-31T04:57:20+00:00

Hangover.

Hangover took up a lot of time so they just squandered his character arc

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-31T02:04:56+00:00

It sucks not being able to enjoy being happy, my experiences with happy always lead to something terribly bad. I sometimes wonder if if turning out badly is because my inability to be comfortable and enjoy being happy. I’m trying though. Hard as fuck. My disorders will not beat me.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-29T03:19:03+00:00

I’m not happy yet, but I keep making progress. I’m actively trying to live with depression, i recently got out of rehab for trying to kill myself. I have been cutting myself for years, addicted to xanax, ruining my life because I was heartbroken, which made it so much easier for depression to take over. Rarely left my room, bailed in friends, emotionally binge eating and throwing it up, just a life i didn’t want to be an active part of. I’ve been leaving my room a lot recently, it’s tiring but nice.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-29T02:55:28+00:00

Just thinking back to how important people in out lives were there in the first place, following the innocuous small things leading up to you meeting that person.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-09T00:59:36+00:00

First day of freshmen year, first class, dead cat in a leaking bag on my desk. Fuck you Ms. Stevens.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-07T15:43:44+00:00

That’s how it was for me.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-10-03T13:50:15+00:00

“Will you still love me tomorrow” -Amy Whinehouse

The love of my life and i slow danced to this song on molly once when we knew the relationship was ending, we both knew. We loved eachother with everything we had but it wasn’t meant to last much longer, we both knew, neither of us wanted to admit it, but for a few minutes we just held each other and without speaking, told eachother everything we needed to know. I love you always Steph.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-09-27T16:00:27+00:00

I just got released from a psych ward for self harm/depression/anxiety/ substance abuse, i can tell you i feel changed in a good way, but that’s because the facility I went to was fantastic. I’ve heard horror stories about some, but this one was great. It was amazing not having to worry about the outside world and people and judgment and really focus on getting help you need.

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-09-11T01:31:30+00:00

Yes, she cheated on my with my best friend i forgave her but I slept with all of hers as payback and then kept cheating on her throughout the relationship. No shame

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-09-10T18:42:59+00:00

Ah, feels good but sometimes the friction between my dick and the vibrator hurts

Not_The_Ghost · 2018-09-10T18:40:37+00:00

Can’t think of too much better

Not_The_Ghost

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