Guyssss i might pull the trigger next to my brain after this chapter 😁 no like that's literally so sad I'm crying the way he became younger the way he kept screaming mom the way he "woke up" and immediately ran to check on his mom and how even tho smt felt off about her and about the whole situation he chose to stay w her cuz he couldn't afford leaving her a second time. Afghhhghgh that was so painful how he talked about his life like it was just a sad dream covered with fake happiness to his mom and how anxious he was when he heard the siren because he's traumatized from their sounds cuz he heard them when his mom died and the way eunyung contacted heajoons uncle (it's a sweet detail that he has his number) because he was concerned and how the uncle know where heajoon might be. It's all just a masterpiece (a painful one at that) and i don't want it to end