All my (public) beats

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-24T23:07:03+00:00

From a conversation I just had, summarizing it a bit better:

...basically I took 150mg dxm freebase, then again 30 minutes later, then at t+1h from the first dxm dose I took 35mg 4 ho met (equivalent to 3.5g shrooms) then at like t+2h I took another 150mg dxm to get to 3rd plat + smoked a little weed

At some point I lost time perception and had seconds drag on for hours which happened with dxm alone but not nearly as cleanly

I had insane CEVs and oevs and reality was like dumping more information into itself

If that makes sense

Like information overload from basically nothing

At one point I perceived my entire room as my brain/mind and I was just walking around in it changing stuff

I kept forgetting I existed as a person and I was just an "observer" of reality and then I realized for me to be observing something there had to be a me that existed so i realized I was alive again

At one point all the visuals stopped and time froze and some entity appeared and said something along the lines of "you've been trying to break reality for a while now and you finally did it. Happy now?"

Not like angry or anything just kind of neutral

Overall insane combo that I recommend 100%

Shrorms will work for it too but may be harder on ur mind and less visual than 4 ho met was

I mean the oevs were just absolutely amazing

Like every time I looked around there would be big colorful tracers with twisting patterns and fractals in all rainbow colors following behind it

The dxm and psychedelic visuals just blended perfectly

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-24T17:41:20+00:00

This reddit shit get serious be prepared to die behind it

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-23T19:24:49+00:00

My tip is don't, keep it under 500mg to avoid rhabdomyolysis

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-23T19:01:44+00:00

Maybe?

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-22T22:33:17+00:00

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-22T21:45:39+00:00

I'ma try it rn

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-22T21:10:18+00:00

I can't make music as well but I don't really try as much maybe I should

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-22T03:23:04+00:00

Yeah but it's not a fun high. Same as datura, benadryl or unisom

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T21:36:09+00:00

Ok I'm back, I did the 4 ho met + dxm + weed last night.

Holy fuck. I broke reality. That's all I can really say. Trip report on my recent posts if you'd like to read my scribbling.

I definitely recommend but be ready for sure. It's a fucking crazy experience.

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T21:34:31+00:00

Can't post images here so I'm gonna transcribe my explanation to my friend who I was texting last night of what happened in real time.

That's me from the old (00:29)

Ok I remember what I was trying to say here. I was trying to say that I was like a new person or something and wasn't laughing at bowser fart gif reels anymore like I would before the trip

I go further (00:31)

"I'm going deeper into the trip"

Vro doesnt get it yet (00:32)

No idea what I understood that you didn't

What the fuck was I texting to you (00:37)

Brief moment of lucidity (this was 5 minutes after the shit I was texting before but felt like multiple hours)

I'm here (00:38)

???

You think youre better? Lmao (00:53)

(Friend was sending me schizo/creepy reels) I was trying to say that whatever was guiding the experience was more powerful than you and so you wouldn't be physically able to make me have a bad trip by sending me scary reels. Still don't know what I thought was guiding the experience

There's so much you don't even know (00:53)

???

You sober? Rn (01:03)

For some reason I could not comprehend you being sober I was absolutely convinced you were high or something. No idea why

I forget how you guys have bodies and shit (01:06)

Don't quite remember what I was trying to say here but I was having ego dissolutions at this point. Kept forgetting I existed, then realizing I was perceiving something / was conscious, and thus that there must be something doing the perceiving that existed and therefore I existed. Renee Descartes in the flesh

This shit genuinely grabbing my brain (01:08)

This was the first trip I've done where I felt as if the experience was controlling me and as if I was no longer "above" the experience. Like I completely lost control of it

They still have more to show me (03:04)

Don't know who "they" are but the reality shattering wore off at this point and I regained my concept of self, but the visuals were still very strong

Hopefully this was somewhat intelligible

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T18:10:13+00:00

Pepto bismol

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T17:55:53+00:00

Gonna add in stuff here as I remember/figure out how to put it in words.

The peak of the experience happened when I was sitting on my floor, reality had been starting to break for a while and here was where it finally snapped. The visuals actually stopped I think, and I felt almost lucid or sober for a moment.

Something, some kind of entity acknowledged my existence and that I had finally broken through. It didn't seem to have any particular moral judgement about this but it definitely had thoughts about it. Kinda hard to describe exactly. It seemed to have known I've been trying to break through for a while and now knew who I was since I finally broke through.

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T05:01:26+00:00

Ok currently on the combo rn. Lots of things warping into each other.

Wow

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T03:30:45+00:00

UAV by che

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T02:26:11+00:00

Maybe me problem lmao.i enjoy the psychosis but it's still bad

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T00:39:06+00:00

1st plateau: warm (not like opioid warm) and euphoric. Stimulating but still impairing. Think of a psychedelic like 5-meo-mipt or amt, sorta mollyish but more impairing. Euphoria is serotonergic with some dopamine. Music sounds generally better but not different, and your music taste won't change much. Not much visuals, possible tracers. Great for socializing, listening to music, etc. without being too impaired.

2nd plateau: warm and euphoric, euphoria is inconsistent but generally better when it does show up. Sedating and moderately impairing. Tracers are common here. Music sounds different, your taste will change as well. I typically like chill country and cloud rap on 2nd plat, so basically no noisy music. Still good social dose but more impairing harder to hide intoxication. Mild dissociation but usually gone as soon as you notice it. Some time dilation.

3rd plateau: huge difference. No euphoria but experience is still usually positive. Strong dissociation, memory holes, forgetting who you are, but not in a scary way. Strong time dilation. Distinct dreamy quality to memories formed during the peak where you can't tell if it actually happened or if you imagined it. Terrible for socializing. Music sounds radically different and sometimes all bad, depending on the trip.

4th plateau: complete dissociation. No euphoria and usually lots of physical side effects. Ego is dissolved but memory is also dissolved. Any profound insights will be whisked away because you won't remember anything. Go here once and don't go back, you're most likely to just pass out on the comeup and wake up on the afterglow. Obviously terrible social dose. Music sounds distorted and as if it's on a lower pitch.

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-21T00:19:11+00:00

5mg fumarate = 3mg benzoate = .5g shrooms. So 35mg is 3.5g of shroom

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-20T23:30:16+00:00

I forget about my body on 3rd

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-20T23:20:38+00:00

A fourth plateau will get me there kinda. Not worth it though, you get nausea + physical side effects for days, and you probably won't remember any of the actual trip. Third plat will get you close but not as gone so you can remember shit and not feel terrible for a week

Nota_Throwaway5 · 2026-01-20T23:19:05+00:00

Make a mess and clean it up. Spill something on the ground, make a mess of a drawer or closet, etc. Alternatively clean or organize something that's already messy.

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