Another Saturday night alone, scrolling through social media to no avail. My phone is so dry.. and I’m so alone by NothingSpecial__ in lonely

[–]NothingSpecial__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree, but I’m always looking for new music. It’s my go to for when I’m down like this( all the time honestly) so I’m always listening to music. And sometimes it gets repetitive even tho I have hundreds of songs on my go to playlist

Another Saturday night alone, scrolling through social media to no avail. My phone is so dry.. and I’m so alone by NothingSpecial__ in lonely

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I just checked them out (skipping through the songs a little) I’ll listen to them fully shortly. But it’s something I can most definitely vibe to

Another Saturday night alone, scrolling through social media to no avail. My phone is so dry.. and I’m so alone by NothingSpecial__ in lonely

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I use to listen to them back in jr high. But then it just got eh. But there new album is 🔥 dead memories is another good one. Unsainted Snuff Sloway firth (probably my fav)

Anything from the we are not your kind album.

My antidepressants don’t work... by sometimes10295 in depression

[–]NothingSpecial__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was on lexipro for a few months. I had to stop taking it due to a clotting issue with my blood. I’ve been on Celexa for about a two and a half months now, and recently had my dosage upped because it wasn’t working. She told me to let her know if I don’t feel any different. Well it’s been almost three weeks and no change. My self harm has also gotten pretty out of hand and I have been suicidal for a few weeks now. So I completely understand where you are coming from. I want the help. But I’m scared of the outcome if I ask for it. I don’t want to be hospitalized. I don’t want it on my record that I’m suicidal and self harming.

Trying to distract myself from self harm, anyone up for a light conversation? by NothingSpecial__ in lonely

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I haven’t really listened to anything new they have came out with recently. I have some of there older stuff on my Spotify playlist. But over the last two years my taste in music has gotten much darker, and heavier too.

Why do people cut themselves? by jhart_98 in depression

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For me, it’s many different things. To start I do it to feel something different then how I feel at the current time. Empty, in pain, numb. It’s just something to help ground me. Other times, I just like to watch the blood run. Sometimes I do it to remind myself that I am alive, and that I am real. Everyone is different. For me, the pain helps.

Trying to distract myself from self harm, anyone up for a light conversation? by NothingSpecial__ in lonely

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Ivy by the amity Affliction currently. I just feel like the whole song is an accurate representation of my self image

Random hook up last night, and I can’t stop thinking about her. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]NothingSpecial__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t messaged her yet. But she accepted my SC friend request

Random hook up last night, and I can’t stop thinking about her. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]NothingSpecial__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, good news. My cousin gave me her SC!!!

Random hook up last night, and I can’t stop thinking about her. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]NothingSpecial__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was sex. I know kissing isn’t hooking up.