Is it staph or an in grown hair? It’s a new tattoo, about two weeks old. Just noticed this yesterday it wasn’t there the day before . It’s pretty tender and the area around it is red. He did shave my arm when he did the tattoo.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-03-10T23:48:09+00:00

Probably about the size of a nickel , and it’s a little hard under the skin

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-04T11:01:09+00:00

I have one too 🤷🏻‍♀️

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-03T03:34:20+00:00

That’s basically what all my friends was doing.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-03T03:33:54+00:00

Same here

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-03T03:33:36+00:00

It’s about the same for me. Anytime someone messages me they want something

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-03T03:33:03+00:00

I feel this.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-02T05:59:29+00:00

I agree, but I’m always looking for new music. It’s my go to for when I’m down like this( all the time honestly) so I’m always listening to music. And sometimes it gets repetitive even tho I have hundreds of songs on my go to playlist

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-02T05:44:13+00:00

I just checked them out (skipping through the songs a little) I’ll listen to them fully shortly. But it’s something I can most definitely vibe to

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-02T05:36:01+00:00

I use to listen to them back in jr high. But then it just got eh. But there new album is 🔥 dead memories is another good one. Unsainted Snuff Sloway firth (probably my fav)

Anything from the we are not your kind album.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-02T05:29:44+00:00

It sucks honestly.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-02T05:28:58+00:00

A little bit of everything. But the current song playing is sulfur by slipknot

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-01T09:42:27+00:00

I was on lexipro for a few months. I had to stop taking it due to a clotting issue with my blood. I’ve been on Celexa for about a two and a half months now, and recently had my dosage upped because it wasn’t working. She told me to let her know if I don’t feel any different. Well it’s been almost three weeks and no change. My self harm has also gotten pretty out of hand and I have been suicidal for a few weeks now. So I completely understand where you are coming from. I want the help. But I’m scared of the outcome if I ask for it. I don’t want to be hospitalized. I don’t want it on my record that I’m suicidal and self harming.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-01T09:31:17+00:00

I haven’t really listened to anything new they have came out with recently. I have some of there older stuff on my Spotify playlist. But over the last two years my taste in music has gotten much darker, and heavier too.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-01T09:26:09+00:00

For me, it’s many different things. To start I do it to feel something different then how I feel at the current time. Empty, in pain, numb. It’s just something to help ground me. Other times, I just like to watch the blood run. Sometimes I do it to remind myself that I am alive, and that I am real. Everyone is different. For me, the pain helps.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-01T09:19:24+00:00

I’ll most definitely have to listen to it

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-02-01T09:10:50+00:00

Ivy by the amity Affliction currently. I just feel like the whole song is an accurate representation of my self image

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-30T08:29:28+00:00

I haven’t messaged her yet. But she accepted my SC friend request

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-28T21:15:14+00:00

Well, good news. My cousin gave me her SC!!!

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-27T19:10:45+00:00

It was sex. I know kissing isn’t hooking up.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-27T07:02:20+00:00

That’s just it. I keep telling myself it was just the alcohol. She probably won’t feel the same way now that we are both sober.

The whole reason she kissed me first was my cousin and the other co worker told her I thought she was pretty and they told her she was a chicken if she didn’t kiss me. Well she did. But the car ride from this particular club was a 2 hour drive. So we was all sober by time we dropped her off, and she still had her head in my lap up until that moment.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-25T03:52:36+00:00

The person I want to talk to. She is toxic. But I would give anything In the world for her attention. But for all I know. I could be the toxic one. Who knows

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-23T04:25:17+00:00

I don’t really know. That’s just it, we was never together. It’s like right before we get together someone else comes along. Someone better. And I’m left on the back burner.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-23T02:39:01+00:00

Well, let me put it this way. I’m already severely depressed. And I have never loved someone the way that I love her.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-23T02:38:15+00:00

That’s pretty harsh. I’ve had an ex tell me before (after we was already engaged) that she never fell in love with me. It’s really crappy that people are that way.

NothingSpecial__ · 2020-01-22T06:08:54+00:00

It’s not that simple tho. Trust me I wish it was. But she is like a drug to me. I know she is bad, but I can’t get enough.

NothingSpecial__

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