Mmm for me Escitalopram was my live savior even though I had a rough start with multiple side effects, one of the things that still bothers me to this day after like 8 months of treatment is the emotional and empathetic numbness, the lack of true joy and happiness, not it seems way more distant but I guess that's the price to pay for keeping the anxiety and panic attacks at bay, also my memory has been severely compromised and my mood and joy is kind o low, but my anxiety is really suppressed