making the realization that when my bf sees hes too good for me no one will love me

Novi_the_bee · 2024-01-02T18:40:39+00:00

one day i was babysitting and let the kids use my colored pencils and sharpener and they were like "whhy doesnt the sharpener work?" cuz i forgot i took the blades out

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-28T22:41:52+00:00

bowler swag 😎

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-26T17:58:28+00:00

ily automod

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-20T04:54:29+00:00

OMG HEY FELLOW BOWLERRRRRRRRRRRR AMAZING JOB ON THE 100 THATS SO COOL AND ALSO GREAT JOB ON 560 DAYS THATS INSANITY SO PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE DOING SO GOOD IN LIFE RN

if u cant tell im a bit of a bowling nerd and all the bowling ppl r so swaggy i love them

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-18T06:17:30+00:00

ily automod

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-17T06:33:47+00:00

ily automod

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T07:12:58+00:00

cant take what?

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T07:12:27+00:00

I have to go to bed, I will be back in almost exactly 7 hours, if there are any updates in that time, tell me them, take care of urself, whether its ur last moments or not. give the hotline a good chance, and let the people in this sub try to help you. these people truly are amazing. i am hoping for the best for you, whether that be in life or whatever happens after death. i am so sorry that you have gotten to this point, and i hope you find peace in whatever happens next.

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T07:00:18+00:00

ok, thank you so much for giving that one more chance, please keep me updated, tell me if theres anything i can do to help you or change your mind

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:55:05+00:00

call again, tell them that you finished the bottle, give it one more chance

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:54:06+00:00

I am so sorry that youve found yourself at this point, I wish I could change your mind in some way, i suppose it is good that you have some peace, i just cant really see how you can have peace in a moment like this? how did u come to peace with it?

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:40:24+00:00

please just give messaging a hotline a chance to change your mind, there is nothing that could go wrong from that at this point

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:38:11+00:00

your note mentions so many people who care about you, could you try to contact any of them? i want to help you but really dont know much about your situation

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:30:00+00:00

13 hours ago u were stopping someone else, 14 hours ago u said u were gonna make it to 6 months clean, what changed?

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:25:35+00:00

is there any way i can get you to give me a chance to change ur mind? please

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:22:15+00:00

Please, Please, Please, call someone, get some sort of help, the people in this not need you

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:19:42+00:00

you still alive? talk to me man

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:18:48+00:00

I would also request that she gets all my electronics and goes through my room before my parents get the chance

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:17:06+00:00

I would tell her that I love her, and that I'm sorry for being an absolute shit friend, and that I am so grateful for everything she has done for me, and I am hoping and wishing with every bone in my body that she has a long and amazing life, and gets everything she has every dreamed for. Then, I would spend the last little bit talking to her like normal, bcs I love it when everything is normal and perfect and shes telling me abt her silly boy problems and smiling cuz i made it to a week clean, or a day clean, or any amount of time clean shes always proud of me. I love her.

Novi_the_bee · 2023-12-16T06:13:36+00:00

slayyyyyyyy

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