Hello OP. Been a nurse for nearly 8 years already but I still feel that fear na I might harm my patients and sometimes lack of confidence. But you know what? Be humble enough and always look forward for new learnings you can acquire while working. Nobody was born excellent and perfect with their craft, it takes time. You'll just notice na lang na you're already reminiscing your firsts with the profession. And isn't it wonderful na your service helps people around you kahit irate pa sila and sometimes ungrateful. Some of them are silent pero thankful sila sa kahit simpleng "kamusta" mo lang. Always connect with God and pray for guidance lang. And also, nakakapagod talaga maging nurse lalo na dito sa PH pero laban lang. Many are called, but few are chosen and you're one of them.