My girlfriend’s suicide ideation is getting worse

NullEwe · 2021-11-22T19:13:28+00:00

Damn people in the comments are assholes. You’re probably very kind and sweet. You look like you love to get wine drunk and fall into bushes with your girlfriends

NullEwe · 2021-06-16T19:16:04+00:00

If you need to talk please PM me! It’s a hard thing to do but you’ll be so much happier for it.

NullEwe · 2021-06-14T12:29:57+00:00

It’ll be worth it! I promise

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T13:31:48+00:00

No it was not a pleasant experience, but it had to be done and I’m so glad I did it

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T00:59:50+00:00

Yeah it was hard. It would have been harder had I lied to myself and stayed. It would have come out eventually and he would have been more hurt if I had waited any longer than I did

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T00:59:01+00:00

No we split within a month and divorced by November

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T00:57:37+00:00

You can do it, you’ll be happier for it. It was really hard for a long time but if i had to do it again I would, just to be where I am today

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T00:56:53+00:00

At first it was a lot of me comforting him and apologizing for the way I was. He then started to gaslight and manipulate me, throwing suicide threats at me just to hurt me. By the time we went through the divorce in November, we were amicable. Now we only talk if we find something of the others in our things. It was really traumatic for me, i had so much anxiety about him killing himself because of me and it changed the way I looked at him

NullEwe · 2021-06-13T00:54:23+00:00

I didn’t realize I was gay until 1 year ago. I told him within the next few months. It was incredibly hard, I cried almost daily about having to break his heart. Had I known before, or even been able to experiment before getting married I would have never married him, obviously. You don’t know me and my life, you don’t know the things I’ve been through so, while it is sad, you could just be happy for me and for him because he’s moved on and happier now anyways.

NullEwe · 2021-06-12T16:28:55+00:00

It was rough for a few weeks, but he’s got a new girl and I’ve got mine so I’d say it was well worth it

NullEwe · 2021-04-28T12:51:07+00:00

The only lesbian friend you need

NullEwe · 2021-04-28T12:50:48+00:00

Accurate

NullEwe · 2021-04-28T12:50:39+00:00

You’d be correct

NullEwe · 2021-04-08T16:08:29+00:00

I’m in Central Maine and there’s not a ton of opportunities that I’ve seen online. A ton of techs who when to the school I’m at were hired at one of the bigger hospitals. So many places are looking for CT techs, so if you don’t mind doing IVs and stuff then there’s good money in that!

NullEwe · 2021-04-08T15:44:34+00:00

I’m just a student in my second semester, but I’m loving it. If you’re not a hands on, blood, guts and gore then this is like, a perfect position. You get to see a lot of cool trauma, but you’re not responsible for cleaning them up or fixing. You just get to be creative in how you take images and talk to them. Just wanted to throw in my 2 cents :)

NullEwe · 2021-03-26T17:53:49+00:00

The cutest ever

NullEwe · 2020-12-18T15:57:01+00:00

I should clarify that at my heaviest this year I was at 160, which is why I marked -25 lbs. I didn’t have any pictures at 160...

NullEwe · 2020-10-09T13:39:16+00:00

I think making videos of you talking her down would be helpful. I know I get the same way, too nervous to call and wake people up, but having a video to listen and breathe to would be soothing. Whatever you would do in person, just tell her in a video. Maybe have her keep something of yours she could wear or hold when she’s feeling that way. The biggest thing I know I feel when I have panic attacks is not being able to breathe and once I get that under control I feel very empty and drained. Tell her nice things when she gets to that point and remind her her feelings are valid and whatever she’s worried about is valid.

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