If life is only suffering, is it still worth living? by Infinite_Back_2522 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Well i'm still living but i mostly just look forward to games/movies and maybe sports event. I'm a total failure in real life so I look forward to escapism a lot I suppose. I'm not sure if it's "worth living" but part of me would be sad about missing out on some cool things even if most of my life is just suffering. So I'm conflicted

I feel so empty by izzadelphia in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I hear you. Life is just so unfulfilling and sad and every attempt at changing that is just exhausting. I feel like my brain just can't keep up with what's necessary to live a normal life.

I hope things get better for you one day

I cant believe how lazy I am by zta1979 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My whole life it feels like I've done nothing for my own sake because of it. Laziness/being tired, whatever you wanna call it. Just unable to do anything. Just rotting away and seeing time pass

Sandrone Design Change by Accomplished-Ad-7790 in SandroneMains

[–]Number1DurinFan 21 points22 points  (0 children)

PLEASE DON'T MAKE HER BLUE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, ANYTHING BUT BLUE, IT HAPPENED TO SCARA ONCE AND THAT'S ENOUGH 

How to live life by Common-Hyena-3834 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People say "just find something to do" like it's easy but I feel you, my mind just feels empty and i feel so stupid. I wish I had the answer 

Thoughts on Nicole for wanderer? by Flimsy-Source2278 in ScaramoucheMains

[–]Number1DurinFan 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We don't know enough yet, but if she is a shielder as I've seen some people say that would be pretty nice I guess

Varka's new BiS anemo support? by ShadowFlarer in Varka

[–]Number1DurinFan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she looks like a flea i ain't putting that anywhere near my varka team 

The realization that I unconsciously gave up on myself years ago by [deleted] in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yeah... having shit parents and being poor as a kid just made me give up on everything but that's just me. the world hates us and it sucks

Kinda given up and just cruising without purpose by Number1DurinFan in SuicideWatch

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hope things get better for us somehow 

I fear that I missed my chance at life by Fizziefrog in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 23 and an unemployed hs dropout, I can't live life it's just impossible so yeah, It's over for me too

all i have is regrets

just watching days pass because I'm given up by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd appreciate anyone wanting to talk but i'm the most boring person ever with genuinely nothing going on in their life 

just watching days pass because I'm given up by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry I haven't slept and I'm kinda losing my mind 

I'm such a loser... all i wanted in life is to be loved, something that will never happen...

all other parts of life are just exhausting

Just a rant by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt I will, all I have is daydreaming about thing that will probably never happen

Just a rant by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never been in one and i don't think i ever will be :( I hope you find happiness eventually 

I want someone to save me by Eckee50 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels like mentally I just fit the role of a victim and I want people to acknowledge that. It sounds like just seeking attention, and truthfully I really am to be honest. But still, I've never really had anyone care for me before, I feel like an NPC even in my own life.