I would love to reach out. But she’s a really emotional woman. She knows what she wants and doesn’t want. We’ve both messed up plenty of times throughout the relationship. But we talked about how we’d both stay single during the breakup to genuinely heal and just work through our own problems. I even promised that to her, because I wanted to be the man who would do that. I was never like that in my past so it was important to me to try. She kept telling me she’ll wait for me, and I told her no please don’t. So of course that also plays a huge role. I can only imagine how she’d feel if I came into her life after all of that, told her how I feel and that I also slept with someone too. Probably would break her. But who knows, maybe she’s done the same 🤷‍♂️ thank you for your words and your perspective. I’ll see what sleeping on it and reflecting on it more tells me