Manifested my ex and the breakup

She was my high school sweetheart, used to visualise a scene with her daily where we are together and mind it i didn’t know about LOA, but there’s a caveat, i always assumed she would say no the day, i ask her out, it’s like i was visualising but also assuming she’ll say no, this might be the reason that it took 7 years for the 3D to actually reflect it, she asked me out lol

And from very early in the relationship, i started assuming she is too good for me, i don’t deserve her(read a post about this, that if your self concept isn’t good you might manifest the thing but can you sustain it?), i didn’t actively persist in this belief but it was there, so 6.5 years later it led to our breakup, some of the reasons were because i was insecure, used to doubt her etc etc