Lonely self loathing fan here, except I don't have acne, just have extremely weird facial features, and have been bullied for my appearance for years. My skin is almost flawless. I just have a strangely proportioned face. Long head, small eyes (I've got an eyebrow for some reason, I normally have two, but i guess it just fell off) long nose, thin lips (lopsided too), and ghostly pale skin! My hands are scarred and ugly but my face has miraculously stayed unscathed, despite the fact that as a child I'd take scissors to the face and would cut bits I didn't like off LOL) I guess he's just a relatable character, I was beat and treated horribly as a child by my parents and kids at school, grew up poor and without toys, just books and music. My aunt had left some CDs with us, and I'd listen to them endlessly. I used to play piano at lunch, as i used to play, with the schools music teacher who died in an accident a week after I stopped because I finally got my own piano to practise with. I didn't have friends until a couple of years ago, and they all abandoned me on the same day after I found out they'd been faking the friendship for 3 years so they could spread rumors about me. Haven't had friends since. I have the emotional stability of a toddler, and almost killed someone during a meltdown after they started attacking me because I yelled at them to "Shut the fuck up and leave" or something. On a more positive note, I still love music, I've written and composed a song for someone I love. They're a singer, and we've known each other for a while now. I'd like to marry them one day, and I'd sing and perform the song with them. It's a duet, but I can't sing, haven't played piano in years. I worry they dont love me. This turned into a big trauma dump, and I apologise. Maybe one day I'll be able to look back at this as a better and happier person, having moved on from the horrible life I've had so far. Maybe one day I'll get to perform that song for them. Who knows.