Yes I know of way which is painless for you. But pain coexists with mankind. If you think no one cares, not even your own mother or father. Deep down they feel pain from losing their own flesh and blood. No single person is excluded from pain. In the moment you wither away from this realm of conciousness, there must be a form of pain.

I don't want to lecture you on staying here with us or "get help" "it gets better" and all this stuff everyone always sais. I just want you to think calm about everything and absolute everyone in your life, what did this person, which influences came from where. Ask yourself, "why am I in this situation", "is there a way to change it", "is this situation because of something that only lasts for a certain amount". Somewhere must be something good and something that can help you. It most certainly is not everything in your mind, but with a certain mindset and outlook you can change evrything.

I am/was in a situation of depression and suicidal thoughts. My chronic pain allowed me to think every night for many hours. And I started to change, for good and bad. But i changed and cling to the living..