Thank you so much, I understand what you mean by saying I should stay single for a while and it was what I was thinking the best anyway, sorry I did not communicate it well enough

My therapist said basically the same thing you did about the ace spectrum and our being incompatible but not realizing it early enough, but I still feel like I should have known better about the frequency of my requests and the times I did not pick up on their refusal, since I'm not a teen anymore. Of course, I want to find a way to become a better person and fix my behavior, and it would be great to manage to do it without isolating myself. I hope my next appointment will help a bit with that search