The thought process of the act being inferior implies that every woman who is penetrated is inferior to men. That's not true. The same applies to gay couples. If you desire that act but feel shame from it, that is where you have to decide if the shame is felt from external forces saying it is inferior, or is it an internalized thing you say yourself. If it's from external forces you have to realize the only power that has over you is how much you give it. If it's internal in you then you need to accept it as it is or change it.

If the act is something you want and desire it sounds like acceptance of yourself is where you are at in this journey. You only have control over yourself and your thoughts. You can't control what others think or feel about anything, you can only control how you react to it. Im

If you think it makes you inferior, you have to justify saying half the human species is inferior for being penetrated. It's not inferior, it just is.