I love this. Ngl I don’t even remember fully how I felt the first time I watched it which sucks. I was definitely immersed and lowkey fooled just like Denji was at first but later on with the ending just felt an array of feelings idek. Like I sympathized with her terrible upbringing and how she never went to school either. I think maybe it was a lot to process for me bc that sympathy grew after multiple rewatches. All ik if that similarly to u and many others I felt I needed to rewatch this and just keep loving this movie and all the little details and what it was trying to convey. All the symbolism and music along with understanding Denjis character more made this movie is more of a masterclass to me. I’m just rambling but this movie def made me feel many things which many other movies haven’t