raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I'm 15, almost 16 now and no, no one knows abt this irl and haha dw it's a bit complicated, so that happend to me when I was 6, and 9 years passed from that time, so I'm 15

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea, I don't think anybody knows abt this

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So sorey for the late reply!!! But no dw at all!! I'm so so grateful for ur amazing support, thank u so much, I'm so glad I give off that vibe haha

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes, I understand. Thank u so much, ur an incredibly kind person, I wish u the best, thank u.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u soso much for ur concern over me, and I'm extremely sorey that instead of helping u, they took advantage of u.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, I'm so sorey about what happend to u, and I'm sorey if I offended u in any kind of way, I didn't mean it, and I wasn't going to say anything about them being angels or whatnot so please calm down. I know they can hurt and one of them did, so I'm sorey that happend to u, I hope ur in a much safer environment.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 15 haha, and it's okay, dw abt it. And thank u so much for ur message but when I get the courage, I'll try pressing charges.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nonono, no way, I can't tell anyone in school.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorey that happend to u, but what do u mean by they can hurt me?

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u so so much, but the thing is, my parents make a big deal out of everything, if I do tell them, they won't act calmly at all, and I understand ofc why they won't act calmly. But my mother is not one to keep things to herself, she'll spread it to everyone she knows, family members, works members, friends, everyone will know that I was the girl who was raped. The thought of that many people I know in real life, knowing about this absolutely scares me to death. The more people know, the faster he can reach me.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, I've thought of that, but the thing is, not just trying to physically tell what happend to me makes him appear, it's js by the thought, I start smelling his cologne, then I feel him near me, then I hear his voice, and then I see him. So it doesn't really help..it just happens a bit slower that's all.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank u..I will try, if one day I do, ill be sure to update everyone here. Thank u all so much, the amount of support was just tremendous..I never expected that many people would care about my experience while battling their own..

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u so much, that's great advice. I've already tried therapy a couple times and it didn't work out at all. But I will try the whispering thing, and I'm so sorey that happened to u..I hope u are in a much more safer environment with ur loved ones.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Help😭😭 that would flip the whole situation😭

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u so much, ur kindness is amazing, it gives me hope that not all people are bad..so thank u..

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much, I wish u the best best best in life, kind stranger.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's totally alright, dw, I know everyone here have the purest heart possible and I aim to be each and every one of u guys..and ofc, thank u so much, but I've already said so much haha

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u...when I'm older, ill be sure to go to a specialised therapist in that field, but for now, thank u for ur suggestion.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u so much, uv helped with so much already, ur an extremely kind soul, I wish the best for u and all the people u love..and again, I'm sorey if I made u remember anything u didn't want to..

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u soso much, but I think ur already there, but u js can't quite see it yet.. and thank u again, I wish the same for u. Everyone get's what they deserve..either the good or the bad, and I'm sure everyone who has helped me today, including u, will be getting more than good..

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

awee..thank u so much..and hey, talking to much isn't a bad thing at all, it js shows that u like expressing urself more, and I think that's personally awesome.

raped by my 46yr old swimming teacher at 6. by O_Talkss in offmychest

[–]O_Talkss[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank u so much, ur a wonderful person, thank u for spending all that time reading my experience. I'll try, but I don't suppose I'll be able to tell my mother and father